Kiss of Menace

What I've been up to.

2009-12-07T21:56:00.001+08:00

Went to Concerto Concert Festival yesterday night. A concert hold by my current music school. It was nice watching all kinds of bands. But i still enjoy Julian and his brother's band, Beeyatch. (Yes, what a name.) :D Because Im like a #1 fan of Brian, Julian's younger brother which is only 12 and yet he plays like.. *drop-jaws*. A 12 years old isn't supposed to play so well.

Ah, I just painted my nails turquoise. :D

Tuitions are going to kill me on December! We shall see.

Im back from paradise!

2009-12-07T21:52:00.002+08:00

Club Med, Bali. Beautiful eh?

November 2009, 20
It's 12.00 am sharp. I just came back from a night swimming. Today was fun. I didnt know that Club Med, Bali was such a paradise. When we reached the place this morning, one of the G.O. (Gentle Organizers) took us for a tour to look around the whole village. After that, we went to the bar for some cocktail.

After dinner, we went for a night swim. The swim pool was warm and soothing. :D

November 2009, 21

As you can see, we went for canoeing. We were instruct by this G.O. name Jean Marie which reminds me of someone! haha. :) Sadly I don't have his picture.

:( i still didnt get to try out windsurfing. Because either we're late, or we're doing some other things and missed the lessons or it is low tide. rawr!

So, After the canoe, my parents, uncle, aunt and I went to this so called quiet pool where we are only allow to whispers among us. Because this is a zone where people wants to relax and i dont knw.. sleeep? We went there for a shelter and the juccuzi because i just got sun burn whilst canoeing. hah..

After bathing, we went out of Club Med to Kuta beach for a short shopping spree. The time was too short, so didnt get to buy much stuff.

During the night, after dinner they have show at the theater. Funny and nice. Then we went to the bar coz they have this disco session. Oh, i saw this drop dead gorgeous chap that looks exactly like Leonardo Di Carprio (when he's in Titanic and Romeo and Juliet. He looks awful now, not so.. but still. heh.) He's i think my age or elder. Nice figure and handsome. Oh, I had this tiny whinny mini peasy squeezy little crush on him. :D lalala~ wadever!

Novermber 2009, 22

We visited this Vishnu Temple. I didnt know Indonesia was a Hindu Buddhist country, I thought was just Hindu or Muslim. Those buildings are really interesting because even McDonalds and Petrol stations looks just exactly like the structure of a temple.

After that, we went to eat Babi Guling. Nice giler. But I think it is only popular in Bali, as majority of the Balinese are Hindu Buddhist while majority of other part of Indonesia is Muslims.

Then we went to Monkey Forest. My most hatred place ever. Because I don't like going to zoos or touching animals or even being Close to them. I just can't stop screaming when the monkeys are like getting closer. But they do not disturb us unless we were holding bananas, rambutans or water bottle. lol!

[Pictures will be at my facebook.]

Later, we went to this Luwak coffee plantation. I didnt try it of course, because I dont like coffee. heh.. Instead, I..

smoked. haha. Just tobacco. Real light one. Even my parents do. So it okay! haha.
It's sweet. Then my god papa told us that it's actually the paper that we use to wrap it that is sweet. not the tembakau.

Next, we went to look at the volcano place. Then we went to eat "Dirty duck" and then we went to buy some sarongs. hehe. Back to Club Med and i saw "Leonardo Di Caprio" again! ahh~ xD

November 2009, 23

Our last night at club Med. My both sisters, cousin sister and I joined to Junior club because this G.O, Anthony kept convincing us. He's very, very hilarious. And I couldnt believe he is only 19. Looks like 25.
So, in the morning we went snorkeling. Didnt see much fish because the current is too strong i guess. After that we went to the pool for a so-called "kayak race".

After lunch, we went to the theater to practice our night performance. Then, we went for golf and played archery as well. And then... ten ten ten... The famous thing about Club Med, is the Trapeze. On the first day, we were like...No, we're not gonna try it.. but then eventually we get rid of those fear and got so excited about it and so Anthony brought us there.

Ah, look>>> Me on the Trapeze. I failed to do the 'legs up' but it was all fun up there! wheee~

In the night, after our night performance by the Junior club members. They have this really amazing Trapeze performance by the G.O. Sadly again, I dont have the video of it.

And they just can't stop playing I gotta feeling by BEP throughout the nights.

November 2009, 24

After breakfast, we went to Bali Collections for a last minute shopping spree. But oh wells, it was expensive and so we didnt get anything. BUT, me uncle got this really obscene thing. It is actually all over the souvenir shops in Bali. Maybe it's normal for them but in Malaysia is prohibited to sell those stuff.

After that, we went back for lunch, said bye bye to Anthony and other G.Os then off we went. At 8.00pm we finally back to Malaysia. Home sweet Home! <3

P/S: I am so happy Im back home, and I am so happy im like so damn tan now.

Rawr!

2009-09-07T21:36:00.002+08:00

Just, random.
hehe.

gasp

2009-09-06T22:55:00.003+08:00

Hey moon, please forget to fall down,
Hey moon, don't you go down!

FUn.

2009-09-03T20:41:00.004+08:00

September,3 2009

Picture of the day.

There's more here!

Heh, sowie for that coz i hate to upload pictures in blogger. Superb slow!

Today, we were so bored during civic class. So Povan suddenly come out with a crazy idea of colouring all Sean's fingernails with highlighters.
We kept singing uh oh uh oh..incase you don't know, it's Pixie Lott's single, Mama Do.
BECAUSE, go check out his fingernails! Doesnt he look like pixie's when she was in MTVWS? xD

AND, then Sean does his favourite bitch accent after he had his manicure done.

"uh, like what-ever?! *and does the hand thingy*"
"Uh, look at yours, *points to povan's fingernails*"
"Have you been looking in the mirror lately? *still, doing the hand thingy*"

Then, outta no where, he come out with that freaking 'do no evil' thing.
And that explains the picture on top. :D
YES SEAN, that 'do no evil' is © Sean Tham Wye Jin.
BUT, the picture is © Jeanny! Wheee~

Outta no where, Benjamin brought a music book out.
SO i was telling him I like Chopin and Tcaikovsky more than his Beethoven and so.
Sean was so lost, so he suddenly burst out saying..."I think I like Flo-Rida more"
ANd we all burst out laughing.
I think I laughed like one mad bitch. Even the teacher feel like kicking me outta the class. =X I think my girlfriends are kinda irritated too, coz they were all addmathing..LOL
After that, we started rapping pulak.
We kinda mock Povan with his sense of music.
'Cause we think Lil' wayne suck and that happen to be his all time favourite. *snaps head*
And again, Sean singing Low while pimp-ing. Benjamin and Yee Choon, both big guys were his broads. (:

So I said, school without Sean is just dead, no? (:
Kar Yan must have been lucky to have him. haha. but i wonder does he react like that infront of his girl? xD

Sweet beginnings..

2009-08-29T22:17:00.005+08:00

Yesterday morning, went swimming around 11.00.
I was sooo happy that I kinda got tanned already.
I dunno why I got very, very fair after I changed my school uniform.
Guess I wear too much baju kurung. xD
But but.....I got freaking sun burn on my cheek. ): Pain gilerr..

In the afternoon, met up with kyvern, Tse Yau and Wee Jian.
I could tell you, it was superb funny!
PS: Tseyau!! I sensed your hotness! (inside joke)
After that, Julian's bro came to pick me up, and we went for jamming.

Today, woke up at 12.00, xD
Then, went to KLCC, me sisters wanted to go to the bookfest.
I got a Jude Devaraux's novel. whee~
We went to San Francisco's Steakhouse for lunch.
God, It's so expensive.
I ate steak. D; Erm, I don't always eat okay? Not really supposed to. heh. xD

OMG, my cheeks still hurts. ):

Queen, bitch.

2009-08-28T15:52:00.005+08:00

Click here!

Yikes.

2009-08-19T15:03:00.004+08:00

I dont actually hav the strength to blog, but just a simple update larh.. Since the comp is on. (:

Apparently, I'm..

having a very light fever.
Coughing like hellla..(shit, is that a symptom of AH1N1?) *gasp*
Sneezes like fck.

I dont know how did it happen, it started off when I was doing Maths paper yesterday.. then bacterias ATTACK. And then I eventually started sneezing, alot.

I totally screw my addmaths today. Noo...thats one of my fav sub.
Nah, i actually screw every subjects. sighs...
Whatever larh..Imma go sleep till i dunno when. And wake up in the middle of the night to study physics and stupid History. ): ): ):

MTV World Stage.

2009-08-16T23:42:00.005+08:00

MTV World Stage freaking rock the whole 20,000 people that attended yesterday.
It was already suffocating inside the crowd since estranged performed. And imagine, that time was only 5.30 or so..?
It's even worse than those street parties that hold every year during merdeka or new year eve. oh,but duh... It's MTV world stage kan?
Nick Wheeler so fucking hot! *swoonss* ..and Tyson Ritter so fcking rock tooo! He's just super high on stage. I wonder what had he took before the performance? xD
AND i wont forget that oh so drop dead sexy Martin. Totally faints when he sang Thunder. I wonder did he purposely sang that time, coz it really bring on the rain~ :D
Just too bad, Im so far way at the back. I cant see him so clearly. AND i really...hate tall guys.(at that time larr..tall guys are still as hot as ever! haha)
Raygun was not bad. Pixie Lott was okay. I expected her to wear something more obscene..haha or..seductive. Hoobastank was like wow, when he sang the reason. I skipped Kasabian's performance. ):
Still, The all-American Rejects and Boys Like Girls are the best. i love love love Nick wheeler. hehehe.

And credits to Darryl for being such a Big Bro to take care of all of us.
Ooh, and thank youu for letting me sit up ur shoulder for a better view when Boys like Girls sang The Great Escape and when AAR sang The Wind Blows and Gives You Hell. I hope I didnt hurt ur shoulder. HAHA.
It was such a tiring day...but it all worth it. Its one hack of an event. Just too great. We all did head bang, jump and enjoy like crazy. (:

What can I do? Say it's true.
Or everything that matters breaks in two.
Say it's true.
I'll never ask for anyone but you.
-Another Heart Calls

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

2009-08-16T23:27:00.003+08:00

15 August. Happy Birthday babe!! I love you n miss you so much Ashleyhh! <3
(oops...this is the only latest picture i have with you.. ): )

14 August. HAPPY BIRTHDAY Shangeetha!!!

and..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HELLO KITTY aka Taufiq!!!

Just breathe..

2009-08-14T15:05:00.005+08:00

MTV World Stage, here I comeee...with me so so wanting to see Nick Wheeler. That freaking hot lead guitarist from The All-American Rejects.

Tada!!

and..

Martin Johnson from Boys like Girls. He have got super great voice. And I lovee their Heels over Head. I hope they gonna play it. (:

there, he is.

:D :D :D

Missing piece* edited

2009-08-09T15:14:00.004+08:00

Bigger view click here!

Yesterday, went to Derek's birthday party.
Sadly, i don't have derek's picture here.
Went there at 7.00, played the guitar with julian.
After a eating, went for a walk.
We kinda walk pass this chinese family that's doing a funeral.
We started scaring Shangeetha because she was wearing red. I dont know who started it saying that, the chinese believe that the spirit will follow you or something if you wear red. She was so freaked out. Well, she herself also kepoh larh, keep bugging Kelvin to bring her to see the funeral. tsk tsk tsk.
We came back, and played cards..then drank a lil. Blow cake. And off we went.

wheee~

2009-08-07T22:39:00.004+08:00

Today, Hui min drove me and shon to class.
We were so happy that we safely arrived to class. HAH!
You know, she just got her license.... heh. xD

There, she's driving. hehe. How cute.

And, erh..Shon? xD
Dramatic sial... tsk tsk.

Post number 249

2009-08-03T17:25:00.004+08:00

Last saturday, Julian held his 16 birthday party at his oh-so beautiful house.
It was fun for a tour-to-Julian's-house.

Yeap, this is Julian.

"owww.. your camera flash even worse!" says him.

And my favourite part of his house. (the picture)

He even have this perfect jamming area. Fenders amps. Tama drums. Ibanez bass.
envious giler.
AND i didnt know he could sing so well.
The girlfriend must have had melted that night. hehe..
AND the mom is so so proud of him and his brothers when they perform.
he call him and his brothers the ~~Jonas brothers~~ Ch'ng Brothers.
After that, we went to the park to chill...and wanted to go to Sean's house to see Bobo.(his hamster. so cute right the name? xD) But x jadi. ):

On sunday, went to Curve for class.
Then went to e @ curve (cineleisure) to see if the roadshow still on.
Wanted to get a pass which is nearer to stage for MTV world stage.
I missed it on Saturday alrdy. Thought could get on sunday. But only 10 more left. ):
Dah lah pendek sangat...join the crowd to head bang pun org x nampak I. Lagi pun nak dapat ticket yang left 10 je. LOL.
Imma just stick with the xpax ticket.

At night, went to me cousin's sisters place.
Talked to her. I missed her so so much. Ive not been catching up with her for almost 2 months.
Ever since she started her hair styling course.
She's gonna be my very own prefessional hair stylist in another 2-3 more years down the road. (:

Hollow

2009-07-31T22:27:00.004+08:00

Exam's just around the corner..and I am still not studying.
Feel so guilty at one point, but erh... I'm just not quite up to the mood of touching those books. Lazy larh. what to do.
Especially that freaking History just get on my nerves.
And i still couldnt accept the fact that next year I'm on for SPM. ~~oh, fuck~~
sighs.

Lately, my school life's just so dead. What keeps me going on to school and try not playing truant is that if I don't attend to school, me form teacher would bug me. She threaten me with my amount of absences which reach up to almost 15 days. *gasp* I've not skip school these much all this while. heh..

Ooh, Ive been learning Tamil from Shalini and Povan these few days. Arhh..you know when a chinese gets bored in the class. xD Povan ~~suck~~ larh. Coz some of those he teached just arent right(inei kutemei saravana [is that right?]) HAHA!
Ooh, I always thought that Shalini is weird, but when I got to know her more lately, she's quite fun. (:

Oh, Happy Birthday King Julian!
Tomorrow I'll be out with mei mei, Deb and Sean to get him present.
At night will be his sweet sixteen celebration. (:

Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while
But, my God it's so beautiful when the boys smiles
Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.
-Breathe

Hectic

2009-07-30T15:52:00.004+08:00

Nowadays,
People are

just so..

fake.

Hypocritical.

Presto-Chango

2009-07-23T14:47:00.007+08:00

Well yesterday after school, my classmates, Emily, Melissa, Pui Yoke and Jia Shi came to my place for an oral presentation practice.
It was just superb funny with them.
And because that Jia Shi is the only guy there, so too bad, we girls bullied him like hellla. :)
After a while of practice, we started camwhoring instead..LOL!

The script i wrote.

LOL, ignore his gayness.

From Left.
Pui Yoke, Emily, ME!, Melmel

gahh! he made my piano looked kinda gay in this picture.
HAHA. ooops. xD

Emily!

2009-07-17T16:36:00.003+08:00

The Mom Song

2009-07-15T14:29:00.003+08:00

Haha! mom.

Crazy!

2009-07-14T21:59:00.006+08:00

Last Saturday went to Xin Yi's 16th Birthday Party.
I met all my exclassmates.
They are still the same ol' same ol' people i used to know.
I missed them so so so much.
Especially Angie and Monija. God, them girls are just so upbeat.
Now i realize how much I miss being classmates with her.
Even when we sang Xinyi her birthday song, it took almost like 10 mins.
We sang every single languages that comes in mind.
I dont know how many wishes had she made?
Or was it all the same? xD

Oops, I kissed a girl, again? ~~Maybe?~~ hehe

And theres Me, Darryl on the chopper and Mervin at the back.
Look at the helmets. arent they cool? haha.
We went around the neighbourhood with that,
ppl thought we're gonna rob or something? haha.

Picture of the day.

2009-07-07T21:26:00.007+08:00

2009-07-06T18:29:00.007+08:00

My adolescence progressed normally: enough misery to keep the death wish my usual state, an occasional high to keep me from actually taking the gas-pipe. ~Faye Moskowitz

Bad artists copy. Good artists steal.

2009-06-27T22:53:00.007+08:00

Anyone who has declared someone else to be an idiot, a bad apple, is annoyed when it turns out in the end that he isn't. ~Friedrich Nietzsche

And, you must have been annoyed.

Lifeless.

2009-06-24T22:15:00.005+08:00

Loser No.1: *sees me, leers and turns to his friend giving the 'eh-eh-that-girl!' sign*
Loser No.2: *looks at me, with that wide insolent grin.*
Loser No.3: *grimaces at me and made a face*

The list goes on...

Some pathetic people are so fcking lifeless.
Irritating most of the time.
And to my surprise, some are ~~gayasses~~guys.
Its always very interesting when suddenly people would come and tell me, this this certain someone bitched bout you.
I'll be like..."who the hell is that person? i dont even know who she/he is."
Then, these people will eventually manipulate others and changed the way they think bout me.
So fcked up.
Haters make me famous? pfft.
Leave me alone, and get a life. please.

I dont like blogging stuff like that.
Really. But they just got on my nerves.
I dont want to blab infront of my friends.
My blog is my punching bag. haha.

Stupid human nature.

I misssh you sayang. ):

2009-06-19T22:37:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Erwin!

LOL, sorry for wishing on the wrong day..HAHA

babe.

2009-06-19T00:04:00.003+08:00

"Everything's gonna be fine, baby." -Kyvern.

Aww..
Everything gonna be fine whenever you're around.
I miss you so much!!
Words cant replace how much i love you babe!
So muchh! :)

lalala..!

2009-06-16T14:55:00.004+08:00

OMG!

I am so...

HAPPY!

Bow WOw!

2009-06-14T20:58:00.014+08:00

Today, school was extremely boring.
Teacher's not teaching..and Im like dozing off every second.
Oh yes, I cut my hair 2 weeks ago secretly, 'cause i wanna surprise me friends. LOL
Most of my close girlfriends knew i had me hair cut. But the guys dont.
And their reaction when they saw me was so hilarious.
Povan, Elijah and Revin sounded like they saw a moron or something..Gahh!
~~There this gay ass that gave me the cheeky smile that i supposed theres something bad he wanted to say behind that look. tsk tsk. wadever.~~

Revin:"Seriously, you look hot larh..but you look shorter with short hair.

Me:" O.O what the hell? hahaha"

Hadi: *touches my hair and does the sizzling sound* Ooh, panas.
Me: "HAHAHA!"

LOL.

Photo Updates 2

Oww..! I miss my long hair, literally. =(

My hair was like that when after the first cut.

Im sucking on strawberry ice-cream at Cameron Highlands.LOL

Crazy, i know.

Outing with me sayangs

nyahahaha!

GO Mel!

Kyvern!! <3

Having great time with Emily xD

Emily!

Jamming Session at my hse

Yes, yes we know u always wanted to be a superstar. HAHA

Outing with Emily!

"Just pick up a little black dress."

kisses? u owe me. heee!

2009-06-10T21:03:00.003+08:00

Today, original plan was, going out with Sumei n her boyfie, Deb, and Shangeetha.
Then, Tse Yau ajaked me out too which falls on the same day, so I call him to come along.
Then, I call along Melvin and Kyvern as well...heee!

END up,
Mervin, Shahirul, Shanmuga, Edward Teo and Chun ren(i think) was there too.
LOL, but well, we went seperate ways.

We watched Hannah Montana. HAHA!
I know, Melvin kinda mocked me the whole time about this.
Oh wells, there are not much choices though..
The show was surprisingly Okay. 3.5/5 haha.
I even found myself singing to myself "best of both world~~" when i was switching on the comp. LOL!
wait wait...Im not a fan of Miley Cyrus okay? I dont watch Disney channel. rawr!

Shangeetha, Deb and me met up with Taufiq and Jeff during lunch at Carl's Junior.
We had fun mocking Shangeetha.
Taufiq and me pulak mocked Jeff about the Hannah Montana show..
'Cause he was like asking that..."You didnt cry at that part where is so....sad? the part where Travis found out she's Miley and also Hannah?! Me and my brothers were holding back our tears..."
Me and Taufiq burst out laughing.
Well, technically we were all mocking each other.

After that we walked around and then my aunt sent us home.

Pictures will only upload soon! hee

Updates

2009-06-09T23:51:00.007+08:00

Picture Updates for last week
Some of 'em are from kyvern.

Ice-Cream

2009-06-09T22:12:00.005+08:00

I did say i hate cats, alot.
But loook at those ~~cats~~ice-cream below.
SO fcking cute right? hehhe.
I salute the person who made this, seriously.

]

you love me, dont you?

2009-06-09T15:46:00.004+08:00

Aren't they cute?

~He left me roses by the..piano?~
haha.

LOL, just random.
HEE~

JOY!

2009-06-07T22:47:00.004+08:00

Yay! Im finally back from Cameron Highlands.
Oh yes, i miss me bed, my pillow, my cosy room and most of all the bathroom.
LOL, yeah..when come to toilet im very, very fussy.
The toilet in the apartment i stayed is a lil too ewwish, to me only i think..lol.
Well, but still acceptable i guess? compare to those loos in those crappy camps i went. lol

Wheee! currently im so happy 'cause..
Im back home.
I feel so damn clean. haha!
I got lesser hair drops! ZOMG! heee!
I got what I want.
We're two of a kind. :)

I dont know what is that feeling, but it certainly isn't something farmiliar.

Perfection would be the best word..i guess?

woots!

2009-06-02T22:52:00.003+08:00

I just discover a new bloggy.
www.tumblr.com
Kinda cool. I mean like classy you know.
I think its more like a photoblog.
But there are too many stuff i couldnt add.
SO im still considering of changing it or not.
Im kinda bored with blogger though..
Hmmmm...

anyways i just created it.
do visit. Im just trying it out.
http://kiss-of-menace.tumblr.com

Im dying.

2009-06-01T22:08:00.004+08:00

It is pretty much a boring day for me today.
I woke up quite late..but im kinda sleepy now.
I was wandering around the house.
Watching movie on HBO and...omg..im gonna die.
Both me sisters arent at home. gahh.
I was so fcking bored.!

You were busy..

I was kinda lonely?

I miss you larh

and im dying right now.

yes, it kills..badly.

Heeehah!

2009-05-31T21:17:00.005+08:00

Oh god, I blog twice a day?!
Anyways, Im now at me cousins' place with mommy's lappie.
And i just talked to becky through Msn.
Guess wad? She's coming over to KL.
Erwin will be here too!
Yeah the second week. Wheeee~
Im so excited. hehe.
Now ive got to do a to-do-list. lol.
Ahh, we're gonna talk the whole night and shop the whole day, i guess? xD

PS: Oww! I think I sprained my leg. For god sake. urgh. and the best part is i dont know how did it happen. rawrr!

=(

2009-05-30T20:05:00.005+08:00

Sigh..My mood-swings are back, i think.
Oh no, I aint having PMS.
I guess Im just tired.
Ive been sacrificing alot of sleep to study during the pass 3 weeks.
But i dont see it helps anything.
and lately Ive been waking up in the middle of the night.
And been dreaming alot,
but I dont seems to remember any.
Just a few which it's weird and...sad?

Headaches are killing me too.
I dont know what am I up to.
Mom scolded me for taking painkillers... D=
Oh and to have a drum set at home is so not good.
Every weekends morning, I'll be waken up by either my dad or sister.
And that worsen my headache.
sigh...

Oh oh, and I'll NEVER eat spicy food for 2 meals. Never, ever.
I had this spicy chili mee this morning.
Skipped lunch.
Then, this idontknowwhere my dad got this chili padi.
Extremely-the-spicy.
Yeah, I took that during dinner.
It's very very spicy but nice.
But erh....Im having gastric now.
My stomach is internally burning. lol.
=(
wadever..I still love chili.HAH.

New Blogskin!

2009-05-30T15:28:00.007+08:00

Ahaa! I suddenly I have the mood to change my blogskin again.
It doesnt take long though as i already save most of the templates.
Then I decided to screenshot all the blogskins Ive changed.
Though..I still think the first one was the best.
right? hehe.

You calm the storms,
and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands,
you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart,
and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in?

Take me deeper now?
Everything-Lifehouse

Boo?!

2009-05-27T12:27:00.009+08:00

Ahh! 22 down already. 1 more addmaths paper to go tomorrow.
Today no paper for me. yea..i just woke up an hour ago...xD
I was floating in the air yesterday..
ooh ah ah ah, Im so happy...hee!
I cant wait for tomorrow. (: 3 weeks of hell finally going to be over.
Wokay! im going off to do me addmaths revision.
Till the next post! :D

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adlah hidup ku lengkapi diriku
oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna..
-Sempurna

You're the kisses blown by the angels to me, hunny.

2009-05-26T14:40:00.013+08:00

We tend to forget all the great moments

we used to have.

Sisterhood.

LOVE.

Girlfriend.

Good-old-times.

Craze.

Grief?

Memories.

FUN?

Hugs and Kisses

And, Iloveyou!

Currently...Im like...

2009-05-23T12:49:00.003+08:00

I just wanna fall and loose myself,
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell.
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah.

So so's how I'm doing if you're wondering,
I'm in a fight with the world but Im winning.
Stay there, come close it's at your own risk.
Yeah, you know how it is life can be a BITCH.

Avirl Lavigne-Runaway

The memories will stay forever.

2009-05-18T14:07:00.011+08:00

Wokay, so today is Teacher's Day in me schoool.
And I was performing the chinese fan dancing with me 6 other friends.
Im like so dead tired now.
SO imma just post up the pictures.
Sadly we dont have any pictures that were taken while performing but there are some when we were practicing..so Enjoy! :D

All 7 of us.

WenYee. Me.

The process of making and dressing up.

LOL! Lennis and me being insane.

Us. and our teacher.

Me. WenYee. WeiYee. Jia Xin. Hui Ling.

Emily!

Lennise and me!

Hui Wen!

Me. HuiLing. WeiYee

ill?

2009-05-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

Oh god, i think i caught a cold. Again. )=

~~fuckyouheadache!~~

Im an Ass!

2009-05-15T15:26:00.003+08:00

Look up for your birthday and see what kind of a pest you are.

Just for fun. (:

January 01 - 09 ~ Ass
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach
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February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake
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March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite
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April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk
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May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach
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June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite
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July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite
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August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk
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September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass
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October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake
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November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite
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December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog
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If you are an Ass: A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

Pssst! Im an ass too!

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If you are a Slug: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together ' s. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!
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If you are a Cockroach: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....
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If you are a Parasite: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you ' re cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You ' re a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don ' t like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.
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If you are a Skunk: You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You too, love peace. You wouldn ' t like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one ' s back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what the best trait of you guys remains.
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If you are a Bullfrog: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....
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If you are a Snake: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.
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If you are an Ape: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique..You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

When love is a gun, seperating me from you. Yes, love IS a gun.

2009-05-03T23:48:00.004+08:00

It was pretty much a boring day today.
Felt so lifeless..and listless.
Got a call from my sis around noon,
they were jamming for the hari guru thingy.
So they need me to help a little.
Overall its fun, 'cause i got to play the drums.
Boring, because they arent really serious bout it.
THen, while i was walking back home with sis,
This evil dog, kinda like wanted to bite me and ma sis.
Okay, that dog got me there, hell yes, im fcking scare of dogs.
I kinda scream for help from the neightbours..
but they ignore me...wtf..
And this ice-cream man came by...and he saw i was kinda paranoid..
but...he himself is also afraid..
and at last he turned to another direction and drive away...WTF!
Okay, how i got through the dog?
LOL, i learned that..it was Benjamin's dog...and it fcking is scared of people!
sigh....I swear you'll never wanted to see me reaction when a dog attacked me..
Dx
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When angels cry blood,
Flowers of evil in bloom.

Grandeur!

2009-05-02T14:18:00.006+08:00

Everything happen for a reason.

Yeah, i guess.

1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you

2009-04-29T20:11:00.003+08:00

This whole routine is getting old,

So am i, so are you.

We fight we break up,

We kiss we make up.

What a wicked game to play,

To make me feel this way.

I hate to look into those eyes,
And see an ounce of pain..

My weakness is,

That I care too much.

But I, I am fallin,

And if I let myself go,

Im the one to blame.

I know that I've got issues,
But you're pretty messed up too.

You're finding things

that you didnt know,

I look at you in such disdain.

Open your eyes,

And look outside,

Find the reasons why?

It's so hard to see,
when your eyes are rolling
in the back of your head.

Oh, Tell me baby,

What's your story?

And I'm praying for a life-line,

'cause I'm losing you.

I stare up at the stars,
I wonder just where you are?

Hold me, wrap me up,

Unfold me, I am small and needy.

Warm me up, and breathe me.

So will you come home,

And stop this pain tonight.

So dont go away,

Say what you say,

Say that you'll stay.

And we'll make love,

Make magic..

You know I, I adore you.

I can't let you go,

Can't let you go.

And If my lungs still let me breathe,
Will you be there for me?

Three words and a question-why?

fate, baby.

2009-04-21T20:38:00.003+08:00

~~fuck, why do i feel like slashing some ppl's head off.~~

fuck, why do i feel that my core is burning.
fuck, why do i even freaking care?
fuck, why do i fucking write about this?
fuck, why cant i fucking stop writing fuck.

~~fuck, fuck you.~~

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.
I was just releasing some anger.
This is me, when I got fucking frustrated.
Yes, i know, pathetic. wadever.

tell me baby, what's your story?

2009-04-19T02:51:00.008+08:00

I know that I've got issues, but you're pretty messed up too

Tada! look at me collection! xD
nahhh...man, I wish! one of it is my cousin's actually. hee~
xx

Oh god, now its like 3.07 am and im still blogging..with mommy's lappie. shhhh.

Im kinda exhausted actually, and a lil wasted. A LITTLE.
Wait, I think Im 99% sober already, coz I can blog.

But then, oh wells Im waiting for my oh-so long and thick hair to dry off.

Nope, I hate using hair-dryer. Its killing me hair. x)

Wokay, move on to the main point.

Today, no, yesterday was my mom's agency annual dinner night.

Well, supposed I suggested mom to call me band along to perform for the entertainment event, like 2 months ago but then it sorta cancelled for some reason I guess..

and then it was on again but we've got only a week.

So, end up me, my cousin and sister are performing.

Okay, I dont wanna say much bout it,

'Cause I think it suck. No, my cousin and sis was good.
It was my singing that sucks. haha.

But then, thank you for the compliments from all mom's friends and relatives.

The whole dinner was a success, as me momma as the organizing chairperson.

But I realized there are haters too.

Its kinda normal in an organization with so many different type of people.
I overheard some people whom I know that are real arsehole, trashin' bout the dinner while I was in the loo.

Oh wells, they're just jealous, seriously. Because I know its was a grand success.

Now there are some pictures we took. Some were stupid. haha!
*

I LOVE my hairstyle.
Thanks Ken[mom's fav function hairstylist] for making it. I really dont feel like unpinned my hair when I finally HAD to bath. T.T

Gahh..this was when we were performing. wehehe.

Mandy. My cousin that stays beside my house. LOL.

Ma sister and me after changing.
psssh, i wasnt that short okay? it was her hair. rawrr. xD

When we having rehearsal

My oh-so crazy cousin, Vicky. Yes we can be real insane, especially when we're kinda wasted. lol!

Haha!

Ohh, and this upcoming pictures were taken in this oh-so pretty toilet.
All four of us are cousins with ages that are from 16 to 25.
Yes I'm the youngest among all.

Lol, this was taken for 4 times and finally it was done.
My jaw hurts.

And my another cousin, Alice.
Vicky's sister. she's cute ay? hee.
*

WOKAY, thats all for now.
Hope you enjoy viewing my pictures with all the oh-so lovely people. wehehe.
Nytes! My hair officially dried up now.hah!
Goody nyte. <3

Hello Kitty,
I really miss talking to you.
=(
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OMG lar, I just realized,
it might be the last time
Im performing with my oh-so talented cousin, Jen.
He's leaving this coming Dec to NZ.
And next year's annual dinner
might never be on stage with him anymore.
Noooo.
I know you would go awww when you read this.
Haha.
Sigh...=(

rawr!

2009-04-17T16:37:00.003+08:00

School was boring today, really.
Went to watch this debate competition at the hall,
well because Shangeetha asked me to join the debate team for next year.
I dont really know if I can do this, but I'll try though. (:
*
After school, Sumei walked me home to grab the mp3 and speakers for the dance practise 'cause as always she wont be going home THAT early. thankyoularhbaby! hehe.
And oh! when we're crossing the T junction, almost got "bang" by this car, where Sumei cant stop laughing after that, and left me with that blushy red face. Seriously, malu giler! because...(go figure).
And then walked back to school.
*
And now, just finish dancing, fcking exhausted.
Okay, maybe not JUST, it was 2 hours ago i guess. xD
*
Came back, eat while watching Paris Hilton's BFF on MTV.
haha, sometimes its really nice to have some bitch-fight/cat fight scene for entertaining, isnt it? hee!
Oh, but didnt I tell u? I love PH, eventhough for some of you, she's ___(fill in the blanks with wadever u're gonna say)___. But of course i wont go dreaming to be her bff. haha!
After watching, went on to wash myself and here's me lying on ma bed blogging with the laptop.
ZOMG! I'm so tired. gahh! Im like, dosing off now...ZzzZzzzZzz..
*
Right, haha. Toodles.

updates!

2009-04-15T16:18:00.003+08:00

Yeah, i know Ive not update anything for 10 days, I supposed.
Lets see..

I've been studying. [Hah! but nothing goes in my head]
Been really busy with school work and tuitions.
Joined the Chinese traditional fencing dance. So Ive got to like practise 3 times a week.
I needa buck up with my Piano practical and theory. Got scolded like helll on Monday. =(
AND exam is up. Im not prepared with any of the subjects..except..maths and Eng? *gasp*
I wanna be studios. wehehe. =D
After all, I still slack most of the time.

Well, nothing much happen today at school though.
After EST, went for practise again.
And I guess, maybe imma go scouts next week. =D
Gahhh Im so tired now.

Till the next time! :)

It's gonna be EMO.

2009-04-02T21:42:00.004+08:00

I was supposed to get done with my addmaths but oh wells..
*
Yes, It was a very good day for me
with all the sygs that celebrated birthday with me.
Thankyousobloodymuch! heehee!
Still, I dont really feel the urge this year of getting all excited with my birthday.
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Oh wells...sighh..
*
I dont know what you're thinking. maybe i do.
But you better not know what i am thinking.
Because......
I thought i was.. well, predictable.
Till then i realized even me, myself
Is lost, lost in my own thoughts.
I dont know..
Im gonna explode soon.
*
And... i hate myself for making someone upset.
It has not been pleasant these few days.
Knowing that I've upset someone that is always so good to me.
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HELLOKITTY?
PATRICK SAYS SORRY =(

Crazy?

2009-04-02T16:14:00.009+08:00

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Kelvin!

Well, today after school, Kelvin, Deb, Sumei, Shangeetha and me went to Mcd for lunch b4 koko.
Povan, Revin and all cant make it.
Rush back home then to Deb hse, her mom taking us there.
Reached Mcd, Deb and Shangeetha was missing.
Then only i realized they were giving some surpise thingy.
They blow Kelvin and me cake, since it was my birthday ystd and is his birthday today.
So sweeet larh all of 'em! It was real fun with 'em though. heehee!
Took some pictures.

LOL, she and her forever dumbness xD ur so cute!

XD!

Candid shot of Kelv.

Wheee~ dont we rock? heee!

Oit Deb! It was supposed to be a candid shot! Dont look at the camera!

Picture of the day.
Statue of ~~Liberty~~ Debbie and the candled Icecream. x)

Debbie is superb good in random posing.

Bengong & Bangang. xD

This is us when we're going back to school.
Its very dusty at the field.
thats shangeetha kicking ma arse.

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*****

Ohh, By the way,
Deedee,
Thank you for the post.
thank you so much, my motherfckingprincess.
It's really touching.

I know this was probably a one-year-ago's picture.
But I like this the most.
Andd get to look at your long straight hair once again. heee!
ILYSFM tooooo!

Birthday? April Fool?

2009-04-01T19:44:00.004+08:00

Whee~
Happy April Fool! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me. xD
Thanks for the advance wishes,
-Zheng Yang, Wee Jian, Roshni, Wengleon, Su Mei, Tana, Daniel, Tai San, Shumeen.
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Anddd, thanks Shangeetha, Kyvern and Sanjiv for calling me like sharp 12.00. haha
Oh yes, three of you are superb swweeet. And I'll be going out with Jiv and all this saturday.
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Thanks to Melvin, Eelyn, Hui Min, Taufiq, Povan, Winnee, Angie, Jie Yan, Xin Yi, Sophie, Daniel, Eddy, Melody, Monija, Tse Yau, AMRETH!, nigel! and grace for texting me. I missh all of you so much!!
*wokay, i hope I didnt missed out any of you. If i did tell me you know.
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Okay, now let me blog bout today.
Went to school, Melissa sang me a birthday song..LOL, it blushes me.
Su Mei and Deb wished me "happy birthday bengong" hahha!
Yeah, we're the BangangBengongBabi. Well it just randomly came out from our mind. xD
Then, Povan from the other end smile and I read his lips saying "Happy Birthday" when our eyes met. HAHA sho cute. thank youuu!
Andd! thanks to Revin, Derek, Chuan Yao, Supra and Denzel for ur wishes.
Thenn when I went in to the class, Emily gave me a parcel, i was like OMG..thank you?! hee!
Arhh! anyway, thank you all of you that wishes me.
I didnt expect some of you to remember mine. wheee~
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~alryte, moving on to the stupidest prank I've got today~

Syaza, Hadi and Waffey, 3 of my these classmate are like the one im real cool with.
Right after BM, they suddenly called me to go to the back they wanted to ask me something..and they kept showing the "embarrase" face.
I was like whaaa? I was reluctant..but then curiosity kills the cat...so i went with preparations of being fooled.
Then Syaza was like "arhh, xde larh."
So later I walked to Hadi and ask...then he's like almost whispering saying that.."just now kan, we saw your ~~nipple~~"
I was like WADDD?? then...i made him said again to make sure was i hearing the right thing.
Then, I looked down. LOL! WRONG MOVE!
I got pranked. and they were all laughing their arse off.
Yeah, they are bunch of horny arses but well, very funny peps though. heehee.
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Syaza Me
You fikir ape tadi?
Erh...i fikir..."~~aku pakai x~~?!"
WAHAHAA!! *looks at Hadi*
[he has got nothing to describe me. xD]
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Andd Hui Min gave me a hug...it was a cacat-ed embrace..but well..then only i realize she stick something on my back saying "today's my B'day! Gimme hugss!" RAWRR!
And i told her bout the prank...and she betrayed me and told to Hevind..and now..the whole 5SC2 guys were laughing bout it. ==''
Well, who cares? its an April Fool prank though. hehe.
*
Thank you for reading. =D
Till the next time!

another day.

2009-03-31T20:31:00.004+08:00

Well, erm today wasnt a pleasant day though..
Infact, it was bad enough fer me, i dont know why, or maybe i do.
Theres alot of things running through my head,
Some may said thats unecessary things,
But it is, to me at least.
Maybe it'll be better after all?
*
Oh and thanks me aunt few the advance birthday present. hee!
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.
.

And still,

~~I'm sorry~~

Im sorry?

2009-03-31T19:59:00.003+08:00

I'm so SORRY, Taufiq.

I know you're being concern and I'm being the arsehole to respond it that way.
I posted it here because I've got no more way to tell you, Im sorry.
And i couldnt fly all the way to perlis, If I can I fcking will.

It's a goodbye. i guess.

2009-03-28T15:13:00.005+08:00

Saturday
I woke up in the morning and caught between
going to my old school for my anugerah? or to my current school for sportsday.
But then....I realized i had my ~~time of the month~~. =X
LOL, ishhh its so not consistent.
Now, that explain why my mood swings these few days.
so, i didnt go to neither of my old and current school. xde mood larh.
*arhhh! I missed to see Povan run. They said he was superb fast. And is the olahragawan for this year, congrats!
I stayed at home and do my piano theory homework instead.
In the night, went out with dad, mom and sisters to OU for a walk.
I thought the whole mall gonna like off the light or at least deam it. But nope.
Though, some shops they did off at 8.30-9.30.
Well, i did off my lights...coz i went out? haha.
But i can see people arent THAT supportive for this 60 earth hour. Oh wells..
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Sunday
Nothing much happen.
Went to..
-guitar lesson
-Cousin's place for dinner.
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Ohh! i thought of stopping electric guitar lesson this coming September
SO, its like I've learn for 2 years. (pssh, but i still suck at it so, so much)
After that I might wanna pick up bass, if possible, after ive done my piano grade 8.
SO it probably gonna be after SPM. wheee~
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Monday
As usual, assembly in the morning.
Me, su mei and Deb crapped at the back.
But seems like prefects never call us to shut up. Maybe just once?
I mean, I admit that we were kinda like a bunch of girls, kinda noisy. haha
Ohh! trust me the prefects are scary, as in like there are SO MANY prefects.
And that they stand in one straight line at the back of us students, just like armies.

~yada..yada..~

During recess, Povan is so extra lonely today with his bunch of friends are ALL absent.
And as usual, we still go canteen together and hung with Liyana and Praba while me talking to Hui Min.
Then we walked back to the stairs and he saw someone selling this lollipop.
He's like craze for lollipop. so he go get one while me talking to my friend.
And after that me and Povan went to lepak because....i dont wanna attend Moral so fast. xD
I was like jokingly said, "issshhhh! You never buy me one, so evil larh..!!"
But he say no nothing, because I know if I demanded like this he will go back and get one fer me, and i would stop him and said "No larh, Im kidding."
Oh wells, so we continued walking.
Then till he unwraped his lollipop, out of no where suddenly he pop up another one in his hand and gave it to me.
I was like....OMFG! haha...is he trying to like do some magic?
He is so fckin' shweeet! xD
I dont know, but I guess i was grinning like a freak at that moment.
And i could see the smile of satisfaction in him.
Okay, I know its just a innocent lollipop, but isnt it so extremely cute and sweet?
hehe!
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Okay, you guys can ignore that part, Im not trying to make this mushy.
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Alright, so thats bout it for today.
Ohhh, I was supposed to attend the Chinese Club meeting after school but i didnt turn up.
Ive got something on. Sowie~...now Im gonna get screwed 2mrw, i hope not. *keeps finger crossed*

I'll be there for you through it all.

2009-03-28T00:26:00.003+08:00

Today

Today was like same old friday i had.
During PE, teacher's not around,
Then Sean told me that Povan called me down to lepaked.
So i get Hui Wen with me and we walked around the whole school.
Yeah, we were that bored.
Ohhh! before that, Sean pulled his boxers high up just to let us see his yellow spongebob boxers. HAHA the way he did was superb hilarious.
Erm..then Addmaths we kinda skipped the whole 2 period until the last 15minutes, then only teacher came in. ~~pontong steam btl haha.~~
THen its EST. I kinda get irritated with that teacher's voice.
I dont know but her voice is too high-pitch..i kinda had a headache hearing her babble.
Yeap, just a short post. thank you for reading. xD
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We somehow bumped into each other few times today.
But somehow theres this really strong force that kept holding me back.
I dont know, but Im never good at it anymore...

Can you see

My eyes are shining bright

Cause I'm out here

On the other side

Of a jet black hotel mirror

And I'm so weak

Is it hard understanding

I'm incomplete

A loveless soul demanding

I get weak

Random moments with ma babes

2009-03-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

Random moments with my babe.

This is my oh-so lovely babe!

Me, Kyvern, Tse Yau

I love his bearhuggy!

Heee!

Lol, wee jian with his ah-pek look.

Ohhh! there both my bitches. gahahah!

We rock socks, dont we? hee

We aint ready!

Lol, nice shot!

and still, i love kyvern so much. HEHE!

Shut up!

2009-03-26T14:52:00.002+08:00

Who are you to even judge me?

When you've got no idea who I am.

AND when I'VE got no idea who the bloody hell you are?

You haters,

Act like as if you know everything about me, being a total bitch.

Bitching bout me to every single one of 'em.

Making them believe what you said.

For the past few weeks I've been saying,

"Who is he/she? I dont even know him/her and they talk bad bout me, saying me being a bitch?"

whenever someone come up to me and tell me that they heard something bad, bout me.

And I swear I've not offended anyone of you,

If so, why would i wanna do so?

Im not born to have the intention to hurt people.

Its gonna waste my fcking time.

I aint as pathetic like whoever you are.

Even if I do? come up to me and tell it to my face then.

Backstabbing and bitching shows how coward you are to even come up to me,

To tell it to my face that you hate me.

Oh, wait. why do you even hate me?

For no fcking reason, right?

And that I swear I will fck off your life,

But i dont remember that ever had i ruined everyone of your life.

Its just you, yourself that being so judgemental.

Ask yourself? I've not even fcking touch you.

Stop bitching around.

It just gonna show how bitchy you guys are.

You might not realized but others will.

Get a life, will ya?

And as a guy like you,

bitching with the girls

just disgust me like fck.

Urgh, ~~GAY~~ much!

everytime I close my eyes..I feel you.

2009-03-24T19:49:00.005+08:00

Okay, Ive got 10 minutes.
Now lets see,
Today, school was so boring..
Most of the teachers were absent or didnt want to enter the class.
During BC, Sumei, Deb, Shangeetha, Kelvin and me hung out at the so-not-deserted stairs.
And surprisingly no teachers chased us away. HAHA
It was raining at that time, so its like so windy and comfy.
During Sejarah, as what i've expected, the teacher wasnt here.
There was one part where Sean came to sit with me and he started drawing animes.
He was drawing this guy, then i asked to draw a very nice six packs.
Then, I dont know how in the world the other guys took it and drew that he's wearing an underwear, and so Sean changed it to boxers and drew a spongebob there! HAHA
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Sean Me
Eh, you know i have a boxer thats spongebob! (I dont wear boxers! xD Its those fer sleeping ones)
EHHH!! ME TOO!
Mine is like the left side is Spongebob and right side is Patrick.
HAHA! Oh mine is like the WHOLE thing is spongebob, its like everything yellow.
hahahhahaha!!
(And Emily, Me, Benjamin, Hui Wen kept laughing at his stupidity)
PS: Yeah, he can be real lame and stupid. But theres much fun when theres him around.
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Then, as usual BM tuition every Tuesday.
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Pn sharifah Anis Me Povan Revin
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Ade cikgu tanye saya, Cuti pegi mane?
Saya kata :" Oh..tak jauh lah...pegi Bamboo River je".
hahah!
Ape? Bamboo River?
Sungai Buloh larh!
Ohhh! HAHHAHA
You dont know ar? Slow larh you! haha xD.
Cikgu tu cakap:" Bamboo River? Mane tu? Jauh ke? Ade beli ape?"
HAhahha! Pegi The Store beli barang. LOLOL
(me and anis were laughing like retards)
Kan kita mesti main high class. Macam kita kata, Matured Fence.
Ah? ape tu?
Matang Pagar. (a place somewhere here i guess?)
HAHA! OHHH..
SO cikgu, kalau butterworth kita kata Nilai Butter larh?
hahha. boleh jugak! hahhaa.
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LOL yeah, I always love her class.
But well, in school shes scary. =X
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Wokay, sorry too much crap.
Till the next time! <3
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Between the sadness and the smile

Lies the flicker of the fire

You always said this never hurt you

I always said you were a liar

With the all the towers and the wires

There still lies a little silence

Two hearts and one connection

One voice lacks emotion now

Hawthorne Height-This is who we are

why?

2009-03-23T21:01:00.004+08:00

Yesterday hung out with Kyvern, Tse Yau, Wee Jian and Su Mei at Mcd.
It felt so good to see Kyvern again. She's, more than a best friend to me, more than that. (:
Tse Yau is so tall that i felt like a little girl when he gave his warm, long-time-no-see embrace.
Pictures I'll update soon when i get some of it from Kyvern.
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I ended up sleeping at 2.00am this morning because i dont know why but while i was waiting for my hair to dry, I read this novel that i get from Becky and i couldnt stop reading. After then only I realized it was real late. And that explain why im like so deadly in school today. xD
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Oh, I got 32 for Biology. Hows that? Yeah. I failed.
I think Imma take Accounts sooon and decide whether should I drop Bio.
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Pn Afida think that me and Povan are dating. *gasp*
And she reviewed herself dating all kinda races before that when we tried to defend by saying the dumbest thing that we cant be dating because we aint the same race. haha!
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Oooh, i trimmed my eyebrowns during the holidays. do they look nice now?? wehehe.
Just being random. x)

Okay, till the next post. It was just some short updates for today.

gahh!

2009-03-21T21:32:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 11.00 am today.
I could sleep a lil longer but thanks to my oh-so good sister that went in and out several times to my room. i dont know wad the heck she wants.
Supposedly Im going out with Taufiq, Jeff and Zack today but they have this basketball tournament at Segi college.
So I decided to just stay at home and do nothing. xD
Then, i heard mom and dad is going to low yat to get mom's new laptop so i tagged along.
As u know, maybe i could get some new gadget if i tag along. haha!

Bla bla bla..

Finally my mom get her neww latop after hours of studying and picking.
And as usual, im bored...but my eye just kept searching for Iphones, PSP and mini laptops.
Oooh, that three was what i wished to have.
And today my phone is being a true b!tch.
THe memory status still have 500++ mb free space.
And it still have to keep prompt me that the phone's memory is full, delete some data or else i cant receive the in coming text msg.. WTF? stupid N73.
After all i still love my old Sony pinky phone!
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Then, i told my dad bout this, so maybe i could get a 2 gb memory card.
But then the salesman said that this phone gonna go very laggy if i insert a 2 gb one.
And he recommended us to get this new Nokia 5800 which have build in wi-fi, 8gb memory space, GPS and 3.2 Megapixel cam.
But well my dad seemed interested...but AS YOU KNOW..dads are all the same..
So he told the salesman that he will think bout it..
Damnnn! too bad then.
Ohhhhh! and my mom told me that, that day they saw this PSP in s'pore that only cost $SD199.
SO she asked my sisters that whether do they want, and guess what??
They said NO! WTF!
OMG! If only i was there at that time....Boohooo~~
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Yeap, as supposedly Im gonna meet up with Su Mei and all to have dinner together, but then suddenly she couldnt make it..so i guess we will meet tomorrow.
Wokay, till the next post!
SOwie, i crapped too much today. hehe.
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I would wish to feel it again.

So take me with you and we will runaway.

taggggg

2009-03-19T23:20:00.003+08:00

Stole this from Ash.
Im too bored so i shall do this tag. =)
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100 thruths
001. Real Name: Tan Jean Yi
002. Nickname(s): Jeanny/Jenny
003. Age: 15 going 16
004. Horoscope: Aries
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: Tadika Semurni
007. Middle School: SJKC Kepong 2
008. High School: SMK BSD 2/SMKBRP
009. College School: I wanna go Taylor's
010. Hair colour: dark brown
011. Long or Short: Its getting long! i miss my short hair actually. heee!
012. Loud or Quiet: loud
013. Sweats or Jeans: I rather take Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera: Phonee!
015. Health Freak: Erh..sadly nope.
016. Drink or Smoke:I drink a lil. xD
017.Do you have a crush on someone: Noo. x)
018. Eat or Drink: Both duh?
019. Piercings: 2
020. Tattoos: I wish i have one.
021. Social or Anti-Social: Anti-social NOT.
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: when i was 7 till now.
024. First relationship: Sanjiv
025. First Best Friend: Ee Lyn
026. First Award: 3rd for MSSD Swimming. does that count?
027. First Kiss: ~~Ashley~~ that was a dare game. ive not had one actually. =)
028. First Pet: My lil tortoise. It died after 20++ days...i cried.
029. First Big Vacation: Hong Kong
030. First Love at first sight: Nahh..i have not tried loving a person at first sight. i guess?
031. First Big Birthday: i dont think i had one really big before though.
032. First Surgery: HAHA! I've been really perfect all these while.
033. First sport you joined: Swimming!
034. Orange or Apple juice: Orangee!
035. Rock or Rap: Rock. duh.
036. Country or Screamo: Ooooh i love screamo.
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: none. =X
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Neither.
039. Night or Day: Night.
040. Sun or Moon: Mooooon
041. TV or Internet: Internet
042. Playstation or xbox: neither. but i would love to have a PSP.
043. Kiss or hug: I want bothhh!
044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle!
045. Spider or bee: Yucks! neither!
046. Fall or spring: o.O erm...SPRING?! heehee!
047. Limewire or iTunes: Lime Wire
048. Soccer or baseball: i suck at soccer and certainly dont even know how to play baseball.
049. Eating: nothing.
050. Drinking: nothing
051. Excitement level: medium.
052. I’m about to: lie on my bed.
053. Listening to: my heartbeat
054. Plan for today: I just had a great time with my bandmates
055. Waiting for: youuu!
056. Energy Level: 80%
057. Thinking of someone: I WONDER who?
058. Want kids?: wait..i've not thought of it.
059.Want to get married?: I guess?
060. When?: will the day come.
061. How many kids do you want: If so i would love to have 2.
062. Any name on the mind: Yeah, I supposed there is.
063. What did you want to be when you were little: Erm, pilot. LOL eventually my eyesight aint goood. Im wearing glasses since 10, but my power aint high..HEHE.
064. Careers in mind: I really dont know larh!
065. Mellow future or wild: WILD!
066. Something you would never try: EAting insects. HAHA I just thought of Fear Factor.
067. When do you want to die: When eventhing turns grey.
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Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes. heee!
069. Romantic or Funny?: romantic
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller, duh!
071. Protective or Caring?: Erm..i want both?
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Romantic sounds nicer.
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Can i like want both too? hahaha
074. Sensitive or Loud?: sensitive? xD but nt too much
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship.
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Neither.
077. Muscular or normal: Normal. Too muscular isnt my type.
078. Kissed a stranger: No?!
079. Broken a bone: noo.
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Nope.
081. Ran away from home: sometimes i felt like it.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Nahhh..
083. Killed somebody: *gasp* if yes i would be in jail now.
084. Broken someone’s heart: I got no intention to do so!
085. Had your heart broken: mmmhmm.
086. Been arrested: im a good gal.
087. Cried when someone died: Not yet!! im nt ready to feel it yet!
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: yarr.
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Do you believe in
089. Yourself: YEAH!
090. Miracles: sometimes i do.
091. Love at first sight: erm..yarr heee!
092. Heaven: I've got no idea.
093. Santa Claus: I wish there's.
094. Tooth Fairy: Never.
095. Kiss in the first date: Nahh.
096. Angels: Maybe?
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Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Mmmhm.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?: Yeap, why not?
099. Do you believe in God?: Yeah.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
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I tag everyone that read this.

jamming!

2009-03-19T21:29:00.008+08:00

Well alright,
Today was fun?
Because I finally gotta see Taufiq..haha!
eh, no larh! Nanti some1 prasan.
Because I gotta jam with Remake My Lullaby.
Well this jamming session is so unplanned.
Taufiq called me around 1.30 saying he's at Jeff's place.
So i walked there to meet up with 'em.
And they said that the studio is not open.
We decided to go to this deserted jamming studio name Shanana Jamming studio at Paya Jaras.
But so happen its NOT OPEN AGAIN. the owner happens to be at KL. rawrr!
SO we wandered there...thinking wad to do...and its like, raining?
We then said to go Midvalley for karaoke..LOL!
But then I dont think i can go, so we decided to hang at Mcd to SERIOUSLY discuss about our band.
But then we end up talking crap there.
Its funny and hilarious when theres Jeff and Taufiq.
While Zack was a lil quiet than i expected...hmm.
In the end, I call up Jen and ask whether can we jam at his house, the garden area.
SO he agreed and off we go to Jeff's place to get the guitar and electric drums and then to my house.
We set up the things and we started off jamming.
First we tried on Almost-Bowling for soup. But like tak jadi, so we played I dont love you-MCR and Scars.
It turn out quite well, we've done 2 songs.
And then we spent most of the other time crapping and randomly jamming other songs.
Well, today's unplanned jammming session was a blast.
Jen even gave us a thumbs-up.! woots!
After that we walked to the basketball court. I didnt play but the guys did.
Overall, today was greeatt!

Well this is the video when we were at Paya Jaras, waiting for cabss..LOL!

Jeff!

Taufiq. and me playing the elec drum.

And thats Zack on my guitar and Taufiq at the rightside.
We were at my cousin's place. =)

Wooots!

2009-03-19T00:05:00.004+08:00

Wooot! IM back, from Singapore.
Okay lets see...I went to Singapore, the main reason was because i missed Becky and Erwin.
Anddd I need a shopping spreee!
I went to Singapore and...
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I watched 2 movies.
-Race to Witch Mountain> One heck of a great movie. Seriously..I dont know why but me and Becky went insane over it..Hehe.
-Dragonball> Oooh...This is another MUST-WATCH. But still I prefer the first one. (:
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Went to Bugis and Far East for a shopping spreee..
OMG I think im in love with the street market at Bugis which know as the S'pore biggest street market. The stuff there is like CHEAP. yeah! Even if i convert to RM...is still so affordable. Like the dresses i bought here could be around RM40 but they sold there at SD 10. I was like OMG, Hallelujah! So at last i bought like 1 shirt, 1 blouse, 1 dress, 2 begs, 3 pairs of earings and also a hoody.
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Becky gave me this blouse that come with a black and white scraf for my birthday! Oh! Becky's birthday is on the 3rd of April which means 2 days after mine. That's like sooo close. We are much alike eventhough our sense of wearing could be so different, but our characteristic are so, so much alike, thats why we're sisters!
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Becky brought me to this restaurant Pepper Lunch for dinner after shopping on Sunday. She told me that the pepper rice is very, very nice. So i tried on the Salmon one instead of beef...because i dont used to eat beef. They served us in just 5 minutes time with this HOTT sizzling plate. The point of eating this is to try the sizzling hot pepper rice and the BLACK PEPPER. YEAH, both us are CRAZY over black pepper.
I mean seriously...that Sizzling hot black pepper rice is heavenly delicious. Im actually starving when im typing this. haha! And i commented them by writing that "open outlets at KL, Malaysia" HAHA!
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Went to Escape Themepark. Kinda disappoited because the 3 major rides were on maintainance. The most thrilling one that i kinda looking forward malfuntionedd...damnn! so at last we got like 8 fwee tickets. Though, we had fun and also got ourselves all wet! At the end of the day, four of us, Rebecca, Erwin, Gerald and Me are wet and stinky. eee! but we had hell lotta fun.
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Becky became much prettier alrdy. She rebonded her hair and still look as slim and tall. Erwin got bigger now. He no longer the skinny skeleton. Gerald getting taller and is taller than me. Ian built up to a much more muscular guy AGAIN. He looked too big for an 18 year old.
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Sigh...all my cousins are getting taller...AGAIN. rawrr! I think i stopped growing since form 2. =(
Well, My head is spinning like crazy right now...ive got no idea why...but guess im too tired.
Erm...Till the next post then!
Good day people!

Singapore

2009-03-16T00:37:00.003+08:00

I've been in spore for 2 days.
I will not blog everyday till maybe Wed.
Ohhh.....today is like a blast!
Me and Rebecca went for a shopping spree.
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OKay...let me blog bout yesterday.
Reached spore at 1.00.
After lunch then to my cousins place.
Rebecca wasnt there yet so i watched tv till i slept LOL.
Well, because Erwin was being really, really emo yesterday...weird.
No one talked to me. =(
Till after dinner...we decided to go for a late night movie at Jurong Point.
Came back around 1.30 am.
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Today, went to Orchard Road.
Shopped at Far East and some other places too.
Seriously, the stuff there is like cheap(i mean if u dont convert to RM) and nicee!
We seriously shop till we dropped. especially rebecca. HAHA!
And we went back to rest and now i am...updating wad happen.
will blogged more if i got time!
Till the next time!
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Havent you heard?

Im stuck on a face,

Im stuck on a boy who fills me with joy.

I knew i was wrong to jump straight

into this picture so pretty.

He is so pretty to me.

Killing Loneliness

2009-03-13T01:56:00.005+08:00

Memories, sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
Suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains
In an unmarked grave in your heart
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness, Killing loneliness

With the warmth of your arms you saved me
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness
That turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
Nailed to the cross, together
As solitude begs us to stay
Disappear in the lie forever
And denounce the power of death
Over our souls and secret words are said to start a war

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness, Killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms you saved me
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Killing loneliness.

Killing Loneliness-HIM
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"With the warmth of your arms you saved me

Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you"

12th

2009-03-12T15:14:00.005+08:00

Well, today school was kinda boring actually.

Exams finished yesterday.
Most of the students didnt come to school.
Let me see what i do at school today..

Got some of my results.
+ Got 90 for modern maths..woohoo!
+ 55 for Chem....Nooooo!
+ 75 for Physics! YEAH baby!

Saw few of the graduates nervously waiting for their SPM results.

PontengED Sejarah with Povan and hung around with Elijah and Hevind.

Teachers didnt even teach today. We spent most of the time crapping in a group. Povan, Hadi and Syaza were talking bout some explicit stuff..and they were surprise when I played along with them when they talked infront of me. haha!

Hung with Su Mei, Deb and Shageetha quite alot today too. We planned to go out during holidays.

Almost gave Jeff(Lye) a hug when he stretch his hands wanting a hug from me. Luckily i didnt because i just remember that arshole dicipline teacher was just up there. I almost forgot that this school, guys and girls are NOT allow to be close, not even walking together actually (but we dont care). Jeff just shift here this year too...so he probably dont know that hugging a girl in school (eventhough its just a friend to friend hug) is a sin. tsk tsk..seriously... ~~stuck up school~~!

Got chased by Pn Sharifah Nora when she saw us hanging near the hall, being busy body knowing people's result and not going in the class.
"Die la...DIE LARH! Sharifah confirmed gonna screw us on tuesday in tuition...lol!" says Shangeetha.

During Physics, crapped with Melissa and Ivy. Andd Povan is so manje. HAHA!
PS: dont be angry if you read this...i mean it in a cute way okay? haha! i know u love compliments.

Had a very extreme headache during Physics. Feel like i was gonna knock off anytime..LOL. Something is wrong with me nowadays...I often having bad headache.

Walked back with Deb a.k.a. bangang today. And thats what i enjoy. I always love girls talking and cracking enormous joke with her. haha..Yeap..i need girlfriends but sadly I dont have many here...YET?

Fuh! Finally...i came out with TEN things I've done during school hours. Now Im going off! My EXTREME headache is still on. sigh....
Till the NEXT post!

By the way..

Updates!!

2009-03-11T19:55:00.005+08:00

Lets see...
Yesterday, was erh....BAD?

I think I failed my Bio. No, seriously...i couldnt even do ANY of the structure questions.

I guess I made too much mistake in Addmaths.

Studied Sejarah till 2.00am but at last nothing went in my head.

I got caned by Pn Sharifah(My Bm Tuition teacher). Lol!

Someone ~~bitched~~ bout me again.

I ignored him.. D:

Today

Woke up a lil late, so it means Im a lil late to school.

My area was covered by very thick mist/haze(im not sure) this morning when i walked to school. Well i guess most probably is mist. And it just seemed like we're in heaven, really..i couldnt really see the students in the school while im walking in.

Ooooh, I scored 100 for Eng. LOL! okay...i know...this is just first term exam. Buttt Benjamin seems to babble the whole day about it...because no one actually win him in English tests since i dunno when...and this time he got 97.
PS: He almost scored the highest for EVERY subject...wtf?!

I think i screwed Sejarah.. I was so happy when i can answer the Objective questions...But when come to the subjectives...i bullshitted...almost EVERYTHING. sigh..

Exams finally OVER!

Alex offered to walked me home today..lol! He's SUPER lame. He can even crack a stupid joke when i told him the house next to mine is my cousin's.

I am extremely exhausted today.
WARNING: Never ever burn midnight oil for last minute studies..Its killing. haha!

ALright! so thats bout it...Will blog more soon!
Till the next post.!

Oh, by the way..

Something to share

2009-03-07T18:10:00.004+08:00

Well, there's something to share.
I was bored, and so happen I received an email from Kar Yuen.
It made me laugh ma arse off, well because at the same time was Syok-sendiriING with the previous joke i cracked with my sisters.

Alrite, Enjoy.

Oooohh!.

Gasp!

LOLOL!

It's another usual day, living in such sorrow.

2009-03-07T12:21:00.006+08:00

Yesterday
Well, yesterday's eng and maths paper is kinda easy,
I wish Bio is like that. haha.
To be honest Ive not really opened up the book and read..
But well, i will...Sooooon.
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During the after noon, I took a nap.
And off to English class at 8.00pm.
At night, went online and chatted with some of my friends, and old sch mates.
And i realized...My upcoming schoool holiday is so gonna be so fcking pack.
14th-18th- I'll be at Singapore, because Im missing my Becky like crazy.
18th-20th- I supposed to be the jamming session with the bandmates/outing.
21th-22th- Maybe I'll be out with some old sch friends.
Arhhh! I wish the holidays are longer..!
OMG, what about the homeworks?
I dont think the teacher would let us go without homeworks. sighhhh!!..
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Well, its a short post, erm..Ive got to go study.
Exam is next week...4 IMPORTANT sub that i MIGHT fail. tsk tsk
Alright, till the next time.! <3>

Strawberry Jam?

Hehehehee!

fights?

2009-03-05T15:27:00.004+08:00

Today, we have our first term exam.
Well, as usual, i screwed BM and also Chemistry..
NOoo...i couldnt believe i just screwed chem. haha
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Alrite, anyway..15 minutes before recess, 10 minutes before our chemistry paper end,
Suddenly, the battle between the malays and indians happened.
It happend like like almost everyday at this certain hour at school for these past few days.But it wasnt as serious as today.
And, EVERYONE knew its gonna be a serious shit.
As what everyone expected, them malays and indians gang fought.
Teachers tried to stopped, and students were all around watching in such excitement.
Some teachers got hit, but guess they didnt expell the students.
I got a pretty good view, because im near the window and we're at the fourth floor looking down to the third.
Though, I didnt see the whole thingy, just part of it.
And during recess, police came over and I heard he was holding a pistol. Not sure though.
Yeah, and all of us were like talking bout it in the canteen.
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After school, the topic still goes on.
This time was Jeff, Alex, Shangeetha and me.
Jeff and Alex kept the conversation on and on, and it kept me standing there for almost half an hour.
Alex, he's this italiano indian guy. He said that if the indians took him in the fight, he cud only fight one side, because the other side is Italian blood. he's kinda funny actually..haha, hilarious.
After the whole lot of jokes, then me realized i was standing for almost half an hour listening to their jokes. So I told them im leaving already, and Jeff walked back with me.
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Yeaps, thats about it for today. And im now going off to sleep before tuition.
Ciaoz!

NEWWW!

2009-02-28T23:35:00.004+08:00

Ohhhh! Today daddy FINALLY brought me to Guitar Collection to get me newww LTD guitar.
Tada!!

WOoot Woooot!!
Okay, let me blog bout today.
So, morning sent my granny to her sis's place because my fav sis, rebecca's granny just came down to KL.
Yeah, then after that, off we go to Bentley.
Me sister looking for her drums.
She have not had a drum after 2 months of learning. Poor thingy.
Erm, then at the end, daddy said do more surveys first b4 buying.
Me sister went with a lil disappointed face...=(
Then, met up with mommy and off we go to OU.
Supposed we're going to Taman Tun's GC but well, OU have it too...and it's like nearer.
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Reached there, try out some of it, but still i like the one in my mind.
This model, i've done surveys in the internet though.
Its the most ideal one, maybe not, but for me it is.
I cant go any higher range...bolooi larh. x)
So yeah, Bought this M-100 model fer RM 1600.
Yesss, i know its expensive, but come to think of it's quality and all..
Not bad wert kan? hehehe
Ohh, and when we were paying, I saw Zack and his gf and Jeff with his siblings peeping in Guitar collection.
And i gave them a wave! and they came it.
Talked to Zack bout me buying the guitar, and off i go.
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At night, I was trying out my brand new baby!
Damn cun larh weyh!
And then, it was me and my younger sister time.
We hung out at ma room and we talked.
Shhh..
Then we snapped a few pictures only.

This is me and my younger sister one the bed..gossiping and girls talking.HAHA! cute ay?

Yeahh, im a rocker, b*tch! LOLOL..kidding!

nowww SHE'S the REAL ROCKER BABY! hehehehe!

Haha, yeap thats about it. Im so the very happy today.
Totally brought up my spirit. woohoo!

badd.

2009-02-27T22:42:00.006+08:00

Well, it wasnt that good today.
Went to school as usual with me sleeepy eyes.
Morning, the prefects supposed to have this watikah thingy.
But, hahaha god just lovee us..it rained halfway.
I mean, it's okay to be at the assembly place, why not? we can skip class.
BUT, its because the ground is just so wet, due to yesterday night's rain.
And we cant sit, so its like praise the lord when it starts drizzling and then got heavier.
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Then, during PJ, teacher wasnt around.
Me and Emily lepaked outside the corridor.
Went up and down. and ooooh! i was gossiping with her..
HAHA, abt what?is not gonna be reviewed.
Good to know, i found another gossip-mate beside shangeetha. x)
*
During recess, *gasp*
I walked with him and it turns out to quake the whole school.
Everybody seemed so shock and start giving the stare and more gossips!
After collecting much info, then i learned that he have not been with a girl alone before.
And so that is why we're like the hot topic among the indian society(says someone).
I also found out that, few girls crush on him, and was shocked and some even cried over it.
And u could see how bad i felt.
Theres a much more deeper story i supposed. sigh...
*
After school, hung out with Sumei and Debbie.
They are soooooo entertaining. i like them larh!
Wandered almost 1 hour only me and Deb move out arse back home. HAHA
And sumei is left there alone...thinking of....*coughs coughs* heee!
*
in the Afternoon, Is me talking to Taufiq again!
Today we came out a new word again.
He said i can ask him anything and he will give me the definition of it.
Much like Google. So, i gave him the name Toogle!
And then, i thought that toogle sounds so wrong...then i changed it to Tootle.
We're like laughing our arse off. it sound so funny at first.
And i did talked to Ashley for a while.
I miss u larh Ash!.. =)
*
8.00pm went to ACE Ed-venture.(Is an english class)
We had our radio recording.
After recording, it turns out to be damnn hilarious, My voice sounds like a fool and Hui Min's sound like a kid..others were okay..and some were funny!
Then when going back time, Nickson were rushing to his hardcore tuition.
Yeah, tuition from 11.00 to 1.00am. We were like laughing and teasing him with his hardcore tuition time.
Is like WHOA! damn cun if u have a tuition at that time. haha!
*
Yeah, so its about it. and now im here online chatting with tootle again. =)
Till the NEXT TIME!

My day.

2009-02-26T16:03:00.004+08:00

My Day

Its pretty boring today.

Nothing happen actually.

Went to school at 7.15.

Almost bang by a car when i was trying to cross the junction

..because they just cant let us students to cross the junction to school rawr!

Then...reached school just in time, the bell rang.

Met Debbie and Su Mei.

Debbie Me Su Mei

Hi Bengong

(rawr! since when she started calling me that? thinks for a while..) Hi bangang!

Hahhaa...hello Bengong.

So she's ur bangang and she's ur bengong larh?

Yeah, then ur the BABI.

*me and Debbie burst out laughing and Su Mei narrowed her eyes on us*

Su Mei and me always gave the stare at each other...and we will start laughing.

Oooh, she have dreamy eyes. Andddd Debbie is so fun..hahaha! funny larh both of them. gahhaha.

Ohhh...during class i almost dozed off...im so sleepy larh!

Plus maths we're studying this Mathematical reasoning...which is like so boring!

Yeahh...and I had fun time with Ivy, Pit Shan and Hui Wen today.

I seemed to get along pretty well with them in science lab...coz they can be so retarded too!

Erm..Povan seemed wrong today..i dont know why.

And i realized im scared when he stared at me with that big huge eyes. looked so fierce..*gasp*

After school, lepaked with the indians(wait, i got no intention to sound racist).

They are cool ppls though.

Erm yeah, and opposite the school...its like 10 metres ahead, the indians and malays gang seemed to have a fight.

They were discussing in one big group. Its like a mess.

And Povan as usual being a busy body and he found out that the indians kacau the malays(or terbalik) in class, and now they wanna fight but decided to go somewhere thats further away from the school compound plus must wait for 30 minutes for the GANG to come over. tsk tsk tsk.

Povan:"Ooooh! *saw the gangster-ish chinese was talking to the indian gangs* the chinese seems to side the indians. haha! kesian the malays. haha"

Me:"Then? who side the malays? mamaks? hahah!"
[oh, again..i got no intention to sound racist, if i did sounded like one]

Yeap, then after that i walk back with bangang. haha!

SO thats about it. Im going to tuition! TIll the next time.

My friends

2009-02-25T21:17:00.006+08:00

Oooh, My new found friend, Taufiq actually blogged bout me. Almost every post, my name is in. gahahhah!
Yeah, He's one that talks alot. yes, ALOT.
Well, u can search for his name at the left section of my blog.
*
I wrote bout teachers calling me a wild child in school in my previous post.
I wasnt feeling good hearing that. because i got no intention of being one.
And Taufiq just had to force me to go online, because he sense that im not okay.haha!
yeah, he told me bout the teachers in his ex-sch a.k.a. my current school.
After telling me bout the teachers and all, i felt much better.
He's very very funny. We webcam for a few times and we often see each other laughing our arse off with him and sometimes my stupidity.
We even come out with a new definition.
Patrick(the spongebob patrick)=Bodoh.

Jeanny:"Taufiq Patrick betul!"
Taufiq:" Ohhh! i almost forget 'patrick'. Hah! i know why u remember, because u just saw your ownself.(we were viewing each other's webcam)
Jeanny:" -.-"

***
Basically i dont have to care bout what the teachers said, some teachers are kinda stuck up. i think. Or they just dont understand us students.
But, whatever larh, i dont care. Im still gonna mix with whoever I'm mixing with.
And to those that hatred me(which i dont know who at all..or maybe its just ppl that making up stories) I really dont know why u do?
I've not offended u, NEVER. Im being good to everyone i met in this school.
Well, i shall not give a shit. =) as long as im good to everyone and I've done my best.
*
Ohh...i cant go online that much, except fer weekends maybe.
Dad's gonna confiscate the wireless thingy if i continue onlining till late night.
Moreover exam is next thursday...
Subjects that gonna fail are: Biology, Physics, Moral, BM
hehe..okay maybe not, but i really hope i dont fail. O.O
Till the Next time!

Convo.

2009-02-24T20:37:00.005+08:00

Jeff Jeanny.Shangeetha

*sees Jeff*

Hey Jenny!

(turns to shangeetha)

Ya know, i really like the girls in her previous school larh!

Yeahh, thats why when she come here, her attitude like different from the other girls.

-.- yeah...

Ohhh, u know i went to the pejabat and i heard teachers were saying that you're a wild child.

*gasp* Whatt?? WHO?

I dont know? some tudung teachers larh.

*still wonders who*

Alaa, dont worry larh, everybody have their own thoughts, u dont needa care.

Yeah, i know...

These had brought me down.
Mohan was there, i was supposed to go talk to him.
He gave the hopeful eyes that i would go up to him but i didnt.
Instead i ignored it and he went off. Ouch..sowie.
Because all these while i was trying to be a good student, a clean record in this new school.
Yet, i heard that somebody told me some students calling me a bitch, and teachers saying im a wild child.
guess I really had to think wad have i done to deserve all these. sigh.
So, im sorry people if i really offended you. D=

Genting.

2009-02-23T17:33:00.006+08:00

So, i was at genting last saturday and sunday.
Well, i didnt know that the "astro hk movie awards" gonna hold at genting arena of star on that day too.
That day, is like WHOA!
The peoples are just too scary.
And to be honest, Im afraid of crowd, especially crowd like this:

Yeah, it was scarry..
But well, as usual my oh-so-crazy sister is so Crazy over all the hk actors and actresses.
So, when we went to the red carpet place, she refused to leave after 15 minutes.
On the other hand, my AUNT, was also very crazy over them,so happens to get free ticket from on of the woman there. She had like extra 7 tickets.
OMg, My sister's dream came true... -.-
So we went in, we were at the standing zone.
I went to stood at the place where its almost near backstage.
And...OMG, i get like a very close look of some of them.
They are all insanely pretty and handsome. duh. haha
Well and before that i got wet by the rain and my leg was throbbling throughout the whole night.
Thanks to my CRAZY-OVER-THOSE-STARS sister, we had to walk to the genting hotel, because they will be staying there, and my sister wanna go there to just have another one LAST look at them...rawr!!
So yeah, went there and OMG, like OMG im not gonna blame my sister...i got to see Ron Ng.
OKay, i know some of u might go like "soo???? is just stars? Not like they gonna remember u?"
Oh, no no..when u had a closer look of the HOT actor, u'll go "OMG! *swoons*"
And i do admit i do used to like hk actors, especially hot and young ones. but now, not really. HAHA.
Yeah, so after that went back to the hotel and after bathing...i sinked into my dreamland.

Some pictures were taken:

shopping at vincci, and i got this handbag! woot!

Me and my sister at the hotel lift entrance.

Yeah, and another picture at the sticker photo machine.
We're too bored waiting for our younger sister to get done with her game. tsk tsk.

Ohhh! thats so rude! No, no..dont do that to me.

And I'll sleep in your embrace
With you holding me tight
Laying my heart on yours.

tada!

2009-02-21T12:11:00.003+08:00

Aite so I had a chat with my band mates yesterday night.
Oh, did I just tell u my new band,

Remake My Lullaby

which consist of Taufiq, Zack, Jeff and Me.
But we still lack of a bassist. Its always like that...rawr!

OKay, so yeah Zack wanted to hold this Battel of The Band.
And we're all discussing bout it.
Giving ideas and stuff.
Zack wants to make it big and straight jump to point of looking for sponsors,
while on the other hand, Taufiq of course knows more bout holding a thing, he would wanna have a perfect plan first before making it big, which i agreed.
And they were looking for location and stuff and prize.
Well this thing will probably gonna work, but it might take some time to get things done.
If it's on, will blog bout it. heehee.

And I'm going off to genting soon. Me mom had a free room. so yeah. gahhaha!
I wont be online tonight, Taufiq, Zack and Jeff. will see u guys soon.
**
Ohh, i miss my BSD friends. sigh...will see u guys soonnn!! love all of ya especially my bishhes. haha

Random Stuffs.

2009-02-20T15:09:00.007+08:00

RANDOM STUFF
I was outta idea wad to blog.
And i didnt bring my phone to school so no pictures in my new school YET.
And i suddenly had this idea inspired by Povan.
He was talking football, seriously he is so good in it.
And i happened to tell him i have this MINI sized football.
And also a MINI sized basketball.And its ADIDAS!!
He asked whether i have a picture of them and i said no.
And he told me to blog bout it so that he could see..
HAHA! yeah, and instead of snapping only 2 balls(lol!),
i snapped some random stuff that i find it cute tooo!

So lets see,

Yeah! this is my name..heee!

O.O Budak baek * Budak EMO. haha!I stole this from me so-called pet brother, Aiman.
Damnn, i miss him larh, he is superb cute!! ANd the drawing too!

Oooh, did i mentioned i loveee stars! and tortoise too! And do loveee GREEN too!

Oh there it is! My MINI ADIDAS basketball!! And a rose. haha..thats for massaging my aching shoulder everynight. haha.

Oooh! I spotted something when i was looking for my kindergarten pics.
momma actually gave my dad this BIG valentine card. It was during 1994 though.
Look it's like as tall as the CPU.
damnn! how sweet could she be man? haha
Readers, shhhH! dont tell me mom okay? hehehe!
My parents are loving...LOL!

Oooh! I drew this during Sejarah. I was so extremely sleepy.
In order to not let teacher spot me sleeping,imma draw. Since drawing is not BORING!

And thats, Me, Emily, Melissa and Pui Yoke. (start from the left)
Lol, u see how bored we are when we have Sejarah.

Ohhh! now there! this is the MINI football! Its like half of the sized of a normal football.
It's my sister's one though. Just snapped a picture of it, I will return to her, dont worry. lol!

Wooot! finally im done with the pictures. and im so sleepy.
Well, school was okay today.
PE was fun, and Hui Wen is like Badminton craze.
Oh wells, she's too tall, she dont even have to run!
Poor me, shorter than her by half a head or MORE! rawr! okay, im short.
And, oooh! Mohan is still so insanely cute. (psssh, shuttup Melissa, I knw wad u wanna say. lol)
He smiles at me so sheepishly, and that make me blush so hard weyh!
It frozen me, i dunno wad should i do.
Besides givin him a BIG grin. And remain where i stood. haha!
Well, and after school me went to hang with Povan and all.
Me met Jeff, and met new friend, name Alex.
He's a mixed of Italian. Damn, how can this school have so many mixed!
Yeah, so he knows me before that..O.O
He was the one went to Vee's place with Jeff.
SO yeah, he was like Jeff that day, talking all so excited about their meeting of hot girls and wild girls. haha! They are funny.
And after that, the crowd slowly fade. Then, me tagged along with Jeff to walk back home because DEBBIE ditched me and walk back home first. rawr!
Alright, till the next time. =D

Kindergarten friends

2009-02-20T14:28:00.005+08:00

Click it to have a bigger view!

Well yeah, i was supposed to blogged bout this last week.

I almost forgot.

See, I've change to this school and eventually i met up some of my kindergarten friends.

Which most of them i still roughly remember.

Fate huh? hehe

The Pink one, spot it?? Thats me. hehe.
The Turqoise one is Yu Yang. He's my current classmate which is still super, i mean SUPER quiet.

That Yellow one, i met him back after 6 years at piano lessons. He's Liyond. I still remember we used to sit together and it was fun. Well he's now in KDU.

AND! the orange one is EMILY!!! Damn, i must be lucky. She was my best friend in Kindergarten and now we're sitting together again! How fated could we be?? And of course she was the one that realized we're kindergarten friends!

The blue one, wasnt my classmate now, but what i wanna say is I still remember she was the stuck up girl. She came late for school and wore her own dress on the graduation day, which teacher already warn so many times NOT to. YEAH, and its on kindergarten-graduation photo shoot day. the day which we snapped this photo, thats why it locked in my mind. and she's weird.

The gold one is Pui Yoke!!! My classmate too! She's sho cute..and is still cute now. she's pweeeety though. hehe

The Green one is my dancing partner. LOL! yeah. i recalled when i look at the picture. And during that time, my friends love to tease me with him 'cause he had a crush on me...lolol how cute we were at the age of SIX.

The grey one is Pit Shan!! She's also my classmate.And is Ivy's cousin.

The BLACK one is Hock Hao. Yeah, he's very irritating. we're schoolmates now.

ANDDD..did u spot the HEART SHAPE?? yeah! thats Ivy(my current classmate tooo!) and 'i-dunno-wad-his-name'. They were so scandalous during kindergarten. And i was kinda close to that guy because we were neighbours. Yeah, and the guy claimed that he kissed Ivy on the cheek before, he told me. HAHA! i cant believe i actuallly still remember quite alot of things. and thats sho cute.

yahooo!

2009-02-17T20:36:00.003+08:00

Aite, so far school is kinda greaaat.
haha, did i just praised my NEW school?
Oh no, it wasnt school thats fun,
it was the people there that are fantastic.

Lately, I've been mixing around.
And people never gonna stop mis-pronouns my name as JENNY.

"Her name is Jean Yi teacher, but people call her Jenny. Glamour marh. hahaha" says Revin.

So yeah, as usual, Povan is always being a sweetheart. And he's always with me at all classes and my ponteng-mate. gahahaha!

Melissa would sometimes ponteng with me too.

I got along pretty well with the chinese. AND guess wad? I start to speak in chinese ALOT x)

Me rock socks when i speak chinese. HAHHA...im so like a typical cina. and i dont care!

And Syazwi, a malay guy in my class that look a lil mix of indian..lol is kinda cool.

He told me bout how he learn to talk to chinese girls during form 1. haha...how cute. And his english is pretty good. =D

When Su Mei and I sees each other, we'll be like "Oi bitch! Come here!" Me likes her larh, she's so crazy and ~~horny~~sometimes yet thats the fun part of her.

Andd Debbie is always as cute as ever with her lame fact. hehe.

Jeffrey was like being a stalker. He knows everything i did. like howw???but still he's fun and sooo funny with his spelling error. lol! right vee?

Ooohh! and Mohan. I just know this guy. He was Lee's bandmate and i've heard of his name. He had this really attractive hair that i called birdnest. hehhe. He's so flirtatious. but nice guy. =D

Well, yeah these are the friends I find interesting. haha.

Woo..till the next time.! <3

Happy Birthday!

2009-02-17T20:12:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Povan!

May your wish come true.

And happy sweeeet 16.

After the post, i'll be going to your slumber party. hahhahhaha! =/

Guess monisha and all will be there too. gahahhaa.

Well, we didnt get him anything nor treat.

I offered to gave him a BIG hug but too bad it wasnt that appropriate that time.

And before i go back i forgot. D=

Will treat you one of these day syg. hehe.

Do feel shweet when you read this, eventhough it wasnt.

WHeeeeeee!

2009-02-15T22:58:00.005+08:00

NOTICE SOMETHING?

YEAH! ME newwwww speakers.

HAHA! well, i didnt went out on Valentines.

Instead, me begged daddy to bring me to Plaza Lowyat.

Yeah, one of my all-time-favourite place.

My room is not complete without radio or anything.

Well, me sister just grabbed my radio, so yeah.

So, daddy bought me THIS!

YAY! my room is a perfect.

My sister got irritated when i turn on the bass really loud. LOL!
PS: I love my rooooooom! <3

Valentines?

2009-02-14T00:44:00.006+08:00

Happy Valentines

Everyone!

Well, as usual like the pass 15 years, i've never celebrate Valentines.

Im too young to celebrate i guess

So, Im not celebrating Valentines on 16 again.

And me momma would never let me if she knows it was a Valentines date. haha.

Anyway was supposed to go with some other people and friends,

But end up imma just stay at home.

Malas larh wanna go out.

At night i'll be attending a wedding dinner...How sweeeet. heehee!

Oh, recently i made new friends.

Cool new friends i shall said.

That day when I was talking to Zack,

Taufiq, his friend added me too.

He's so funny and cool.

Zack was talking bout playing guitars and teaching in States.

Then Taufiq know i do play the guitar

And he asked me of playing in his band.

Whoa, he's the lead singer..gahahha.

Well, he's currently in Perlis, will wait till he's back.

But i really had fun talking with them.

And his favourite line is "Bagus!" haha!

Today, Jeffrey joined in our convo,

and im in a group of hardcore musician!

Woot!

HAHA, they seriously rock cock.

I mean, i miss this kinda people.

Hardly i find in my school.

Suddenly then they were talking bout strippers.

Jeff is always the one got bullied.

HAHA and then suddenly i lost connection pulak!. rawr!

And guess wad....after 10 minutes i receive a call from taufiq,

He sound all so paranoid.

Taufiq Me

Hey, Why u go offline?

Im sorry, we made u pissed ay?

O.O Nooo..my connection ade prob larh.

Really?

Yeah..!

I thought ur pissed at us.

Noo! i told u im cool with it.

Hahahh...*still sounds like he'd offended me*

You guys were talking bout it in the convo? Blaming each other?

yeah......

HAHAHAHHAH!!

Well, if the day im pissed at u guys, then thats the day where the world is gonna end.

Yeah, WE thought the world is gonna end because we thought u were pissed

hahah! nah...I'll try to go online. Me connection is being a bitch though...=(

Try restart and unplug the wireless it

Yeah, im pro at it, just dunno why suddenly. hmmm..

Ohhh! haha

Well i'll try to come online then.

Okay, bye.

Bye.

Gahhahaha, they are sho funny.

Well, Taufiq ajak to go jamming when he come back ard March.

Oh wells, i shall make more new friends..Hee!

Prefect?

2009-02-11T21:18:00.004+08:00

New school life?
Probably I've posted ALOT.
Being a brand new character in school?
I shall talk about it now.
*
I was a prefect since Form1.
Eventhough I had almost a month of being normal student in secondary life,
I dont think i ever remember being a normal student life though.
I probably already get used to it that im no longer a prefect after the 2nd day in new school.
See, how much i dislike prefect job.
I lovee to be one when i was Form 1 till mid of Form 2 and was always punctual and do my best for every job that i was assigned to.
Somehow, i got really bored with prefect starting form 3.
And I know that we're the Not-so-good prefect ever since form 2 or so.
There was once a senior warned me to do good in my job because few teachers are watching me. And i got criticised by teachers.
Sometimes, we do disagree with our seniors, and often ditched our job because we dont like the head's decision and so on. hahaha. i know pathetic. Pssst! Dont get mad Raihan! if u read this, u were once a head prefect kan? lol.
Though, I was glad that i was a prefect.
At least i know how a prefect life was and i love my blue shirt, and always will.
*
Now that im a normal student like most of my friends.
And I'm glad to be one now.
I had the chance to experience the different roll I play in school.
Sadly, my brand new liquid paper was confiscated by the prefects during a spot check.
Gahhhhh! i cant live without liquid paper!
Some of my friends hid it in their shoe, some in the tie and some in between the books.
I was like WOW! Okay, seriously i dont know alot of this kinda technique of hiding stuff.
But I know that we were Pros in hiding phone...Right??*wink wink Pei Wen.
Yet in this school i never dare to bring ma phone because when i got confiscated is not that easy as BSD2 to get back my phone. =/
And Im still new...I dont know where the perfect place of hiding though...heehehe!
But well, guess wad? Im loving my new school life. x)

Hui Wen's Open Hse.

2009-02-09T14:36:00.006+08:00

Last Saturday went to Hui Wen's place.
She's having this Chinese New Year Open House/Her sis's bday party/ Farewell party for her aunt from States.
I went there around 7 and theres already load of people..
Mostly her churches friends and some of my classmates n schoolmates.
Ohh, i found out that Su Mei is somehow as crazy as i am.
She's fun to talk to especially when she high. gahahaha.
Andd im friends with Kelvin now after so long. haha!
He's fun and smart....O.O
*ohh and he ajaked all us to go out during valentines.
All of us have no valentines this year so we decided to celebrate together.
We had fun talking and laughing bout stupidest thing.
For the first time i think that i really had fun with them. x)

Yesterday, went to OU with my parents.

We shopped and had our dinner.

We ate steamboat at one of the restaurant.

It's really nice and i had fun with my parents. O.O yeah.

Dad is really cool and extremely lame that often made me and my sisters burst out laughing.

Mum would be looking at him in such eye expression with an awe look. HAHA

Sometimes i really like my parents, put a way the fact that they are over protective..sigh.

Today is the 15th day of CNY,

Which means the last day and also the chinese's valentines day. =D

Tonight i'll be going to this charity dinner.

And the theme is traditional costume i guess.

Because mom wants me to wear my Cheongsam again.haha.

Alright, got to study..till the next time!

Schoool!

2009-02-07T12:53:00.003+08:00

Wokay, another week of school had gone.

And...next week we're gonna have this so-called Topical test.

Oh wells, i think imma gonna fail alot of subs.

Especially Bio, the most i hatred one. haha.

So far, I've got NO idea wad is it going on actually. sigh...

School was kinda okay this week.

But the feeling of lacking of close girlfriend still bugging me.

Or, maybe im just too used to have Jojo, Kyvern and Ash.

It felt weird being the only girl in the group during recess.

And in the school is like there's an invisible border in between the canteen

that seperate the guys and girls' seating.

So its VERY awkward trust me, when im sitting with the guys.

Not that im not okay with the guys? I AM. infect very comfy with them.

Maybe the staring of the others and also me being too sensetive.. i guess. haha!

Oh wells, put those away, i still do enjoy school at times.

Most people werent that open-minded but their stupidity made me laugh ma arse off sometimes.

Especially the chinese guys and the girls in my class. =D

They and their childish act about crushings and their secret-affair made me smile with awe.

haha. okay, so thats about it. till the next time!

CNY week.

2009-02-01T21:10:00.007+08:00

Chinese new year holiday finally ended.
ANd i skipped school today.. was having this BAD headache and BAD sorethroat. x)
*
Wednesday
i went to Kyvern's open hse anddd i saw all the faces that i am now missing them badly. Jojo, Ash, Angie n Kyvern of course. Andddd..
The chinese girls and guys...>Melody, YeeLin, Amy, YikHan, Min Lik, William, Sriming, Sotong, Zhen Fei, Kok Lin and all.
Eventhough we weren't that close before but i still miss them.
They are all great peoples. =)
Arh, i shall see u guys again some other time...sigh.
Well, we had fun gambling with Kyvern's uncle though.
He's really entertaining...and Angie is like over exciting...HAHA i love her like that.
LAter on around 9 plus me and Jen left, because his cousins are there.
Oh wells, so i join him and his cousins.
They are funny though...they made the whole gambling process to be so funny and entertaining.

On Friday
Was my open hse.
I invited quite alot of people, but quite a number of them cant make it.
But out of my expectation..alot of people turn up. Also plus my sister's friend. Almost ard 40+ pep turn up.
Thanks for coming people.
And me apologized if i never really layanED u guys. =\
So the breakdancers gang(Mel, Merv, Wee, BiggK, Shan) started off gambling.
And 4 of my BRPian friends Povan, Revin, Julian and Jeff joined them and also my bitches.
They are having fun i guess.
Others sat around chill and chat.
Later, Angie, Ash, Amy, Jojo, Yee Lin, Xinyi went to crash my room. x) and they camwhored. haha. Well, u can view Ash's blog to see, beware it might break ur vision. hahaha. *too lala*
Oh, Daniel pulak kacau Mel..and Merv almost fought but at the mean time Wee Jian's mom came over and picked them so phew~ tsk tsk tsk! guys are guys, always uses violence.

To..
Jojo: hah! We're same species on that day. and u look extra hawwtt in red. XD
Kyvern: Babe! WHY did u left so early!!!??!! and oh ur getting prettier day by day, really!
Ashley: OMG, u really look so good when ur hair tied up like that! gaaahhhh i had a gay crush on u that night =X
Angie: I misssh u, and chillex larh. Jgn marah2 abt wadever that happen. And i love u for turning up on that day. You're still so the over-exciting when gambling HAHA! funny.
Xin Yi: Why aint u gambling with the others?
Yee Lin: Ni Hen Ke Ai. hehe. I miss u larh cutie!
Amy: Pssst! Dont act like ur a dumb blonde!
Shangeetha: OMG, ur so noisy hahaha!
Su Mei: i know a huge secret bout u. *grins*
Deb: I thought u were at Penang?! But great to know u turn up!
Hui Wen: WHy are u so quiet that night?
Daniel: Why larh go kacau Melvin? hahaha.
Eddy: Okay......so you and Wee Jian's dad are buddies. O.O
Julian: HAHAA. Me friends think u look like Tai San which is my ex scout troop leader haha. But dont worry i dont think u look like him. gahahaha!
Jeff: My mom thought u were a ~~sissy~~. due to the way u walk, she said. =/
Povan: Why lar go back so fast syg?! Andd my mom said ur handsome. heee!
Revin: HAHA. We both might be rivals next time eh? haha if only im taking over me momma's business and u take over ur dad's.
Wee Jian: Your bag is still with me. When ur coming to claim it back? Oh and teach me break dancing? hhehhee.
Melvin: I still prefer u with longer hair. haha! u look funny in short. hehehhehe!
Mervin: Ooooh! Anyhow theres always a HOT gal already larh. *inside joke*
Tse Yau: OMG, ur so tall. i actually dont know how to hug u that day. eventhough i tip toe i dont reach ur shoulder. HAHAHA.
Shan: I'm sorry for saying that i hate u when i see you on that day. sorry! so we're cool now? =D

I dont know bout u guys, but i really had fun and i do aprreciate that u guys came over. =D

Around 11 to 12 all the people started going off already.
Then after bathing i slept like a log.

Saturday
Was jojo's Open hse.
When i reached there Amy and Melody was there fer awhile only because they're going off to Mein Er's.
So we sat and chilled then started playing cards.
LAter on Sheyll and Vee came and followed by Leysha, Eddy and Daniel.
After eating we played for awhile and the others watched Hitch.
I had to leave early because me cousins sister/Aunt Rachel havin this fairwell thingy at her house.
She's leaving to Aussie this 12th. =(
So i reached her place and i was gonna sleep actually...i was so bored. i dont feel like gamble though...
Then watched Rush Hour3 XD!
After that Roy came and called us to gamble.
So we sat at the dining table, and it felt like dejavu. Oh! then i remember last year we were sitting at the sameee position gambling too. HAHA! wow...time flies like hell.
After that, when we're leaving...for the first time when i wanna leave Rach's house i felt like crying. Because i know that im not gonna see her again untill this year end or so.
And she's gonna be away for around 2 years, yeah hope it gonna feels like just a while.
And poor me aunt, because Rach and her mom are the closest Mom and Daughter that i've ever see in my whole entire life.
I heard that me grand said whenever she talks abt Rach's leaving soon she will broke down. Awwh. sigh...
Well, good luck Rachel, and ohh REMEMBER to bring back our HOT matsalleh uncle. haha!
Till the next time rachel! <3 im so gonna miss u ALOT.

Memories

2009-01-27T17:15:00.005+08:00

So, today is the second day of CNY.
Normally at this time, I'll be happily laughing ma arse off with Rebecca, Erwin, Ian and the other cousins.

But, sadly...not this year...

Me singapore cousins not visiting here this year...their school gonna start 2mrw if im not mistaken. (yeah, sad)

I didnt follow my grands to my aunts place, because there will only be older people.

Instead, i stayed at home, watch tv and here i am online.

Today, no visiting for us, parents went massage.
*

Then, I read through Angie's bloggy..

Something just made me felt so envious, bout their schoool life.

I miss school life with Angie, Jojo, Ash, Kyvern, Jie Yan and all..and also with the malay girls like Liyana, Feika, Shez, Amalina, Sad, Munirah...

Suddenly i missed them so much, especially when i read the part they talk and laugh most of the time in class. And the part that they are so fcking happy when Ms Ong is not around. I missed that so much. Sometimes it jst feel so sad. haha.

In ma current school, I do talk with the girls, but well my old friends are still the best.

But well, i cant doubt that im happy in my current school.

Sometimes i do enjoy with all the people there, especially the guys are much approachable and outgoing.

And the chinese girls they all have some sense of humour

well of course they joke among themselves..

Most of the time i'll be sitting there listening while doing my own stuff

Only look up and grin widely when they said something really stupid.

Well, i need time to cope with them more..maybe after the CNY hols, we will eventually get better. hehe.

Cheongsam

2009-01-27T13:57:00.004+08:00

Let me blog bout yesterday..

Woke up every hour from 7am, people are just too good. Texted me.
Wishes me and all. Thank you to all of you. =D
Finally woke up at 10am, bath and dress up.
Tada! and this is me..first day of chinese new year.

(pssst, okay i know i look fat)

Then, me cousins visited me.
As usual, we will be all around chit-chatting and ~~gamble~~.
Well, after awhile they have to go already.. :(
But well, we had fun. hee!
then, to my mom's side family.
We had our reunion dinner and the food is like WOW.
We hang around and played cards.
Then me uncle light up the fireworks that cost roughly RM 600.
Yeah, i know fcking expensive.
Though, the fire works are pretty awesome.
And yesterday i drank a lil, and now this is me with that headache. urgh.
wokay! till the next time people. x)

Gong Xi Fa Chai everyone!

2009-01-26T01:33:00.003+08:00

大家，恭喜发财！
gahahaha..! I think imma try typing ma first chinese post.
Since its First day of chinese new year larh kan? hhehehe.
(To those that dont know wad the heck I'm writing...then too bad larh...hah!)

现在已经是年初一..
我已受到了三封红包.哈哈！

哎哟，当我要用华语来blog的时候，好像想不出要写什么似的..

明天，那些一年才见一次的堂兄弟姐妹会来到我家拜访。=D
啊，我等不及要式穿我的新旗袍。
今年的新年应该会很开心吧..还有！最重要的是那些红包嘛! 哈哈!

哦！忘了，那些送短讯祝福我新年快乐的，谢谢你们啊。
我也祝你们恭喜发财，身体健康，万事如意，心想事成，天天开心。哈哈！

phew~ OMG i used like damn long to type these few words, OMG, i cant imagine how those that blog in chinese could type such long essay...i salute u guys man. okay, maybe im really bad in typing chinese.But i guess not bad larh right? (to those that know how to read)hehehehe.
Till the next time people.!

Taggged by Weng Leon x)

2009-01-22T21:18:00.005+08:00

---About ME---
[x] Name: Jeanny

[x] Eye colour: Dark Brown

[x] Hair colour:Dark Brown
[x] Righty or Lefty: Righty.
[x] Zodiac sign: Aries.

---YOU PREFER---
[x] Pepsi or coke: Coke and Pepsi somehow taste alike but i still prefer Coke.

[x] McDonald’s or Burger King :McDonald's. rawr!
[x] Adidas or Nike: ADIDAS MAN!
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate!

[x] Cappuccino or coffee : Cappuccino

---DO YOU---
[x] Smoke : Did thought of trying "just once" but nahh...i dont think so.

[x] Take a shower : duh.

[x] Have a crush[es] :HAHA! no more. Im loving my current sstatus. =)
[x] Do you think you’ve been in love? : Oh fcking yes.!

[x] Want to get married : I think so...XD
[x] Believe in yourself : Yes! of course, or not?
[x] Play an instrument : Yeah, i play the piano and the guitar.

---HAVE YOU EVER---
[x] Missed school because it was raining? :I think i had.

[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them? : Mmmhmm. of course.
[x] Cried during a Movie? : Erh...almost. watched 27 Dresses. With jojo.
[x] Had a crush on a teacher? : Eeeeeek. Hell no. [abang Hafiz. lol! (inside joke)]

[x] Been in a fight: Not really.

---NUMBER OF---
[x] Number of boyfriends/Girlfriends you’ve had: 2

[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: Maybe more than 5.

[x] Number of CDs that I own: I dont like buying CDs actually.So probably just 2-3.

[x] Number of tattoos: I wish i had one on my right palm =)

[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: I lost count.

---DO YOU BELIEVE IN---
[x] Yourself: Duh...or else?

[x] Your friends: Only true friends.

[x] Santa Claus: HAHA! someday.

[x] Ghosts: ~~yes~~

[x] God: hell yeha.

---FRIENDS AND LIFE---
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: Nope. I love ma name.

[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: Currently, No.

[x] Do you like anyone?: Yeah, I do.

[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Jojo. Crazy enough.(we think alike more. lol!)

[x] Who have you known the longest of your friends?: EeLyn (Zhan Yung's Aunt. lol.)

[x] Who do you hang around the most?: Used to be Jojo, Kyvern, Ash, Angie. but now currently the most would be Povan and Shangeetha. HAHA.

[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: When i can officially date guys without hiding from my parents.

[x] Worst Feeling?: Break ups.

---IN THE LAST 24 HOURS---
[x] Cried: Fer Wert?!

[x] Worn jeans: Nah..

[x] Met someone: Yar.

[x] Talked on the phone: Mmmhmm

---OPPOSITE SEX---
[x] Best eye color: It doesnt matter.

[x] Best hair color: RED! woot! hawt!.

[x] Best height:180. haha.

[x] Best weight: i dont know bout this.

[x] Best first date location: In a very very cosy place with trees all around.

---I TAG---

-Jojo

-Kyvern

-Angie

-Dee

-Vee

-Jen

-Su Mei

-Derek

Fit in.

2009-01-21T21:17:00.007+08:00

Its been the 9th day im in my new school.
9 days seems so long.
Somehow i've already got used to almost everything.
Just sometime felt so lifeless without girlfriends.
I do have, but not like Pei Wen, Kyvern, Ashley and Angie. x)
So far im only close to Shangeetha.
She's innocent at times, haha but i love it because she laugh too much.
During recess, I'll be with the guys. Indian guys.
Honestly, at first I was too concern bout how people think of me when me, a chinese gal is around with bunch of indian guys and girls. [sorry if i sounded racist]
But then i thought of it, during the days in BSD i do mix with all indians and malays too and was really close.
So I dont think i should care what people say nor think if im with my friends, right?
After all, im cool with all races. hee!
*
After all, I think I had fit in myself into this new school of mine.
No doubt that sometimes I'm a lil outcasted, especially with the chinese gals in my class.
Sometimes its just so sad.
They're not so outgoing people i guess? or I guess I'm the one thats not approachable enough.

But somehow, school wasnt as bad as the first week already.
The first few days were like turd. So shitty, with all the stares and the uncomfortableness of new environment and new school lifestyle.
Well, now im getting used to it...so welcome my new life. haha.

CNY shopping spree.

2009-01-18T23:00:00.004+08:00

First of all, Happy Birthday to me sister, Yenn.

Today woke up and followed dad to get my pink and grey paint.

Yeah, imma gonna paint ma roomie before Chinese New Year.

From yesterday onwards, i no longer sleeping with me sisters.

I have my own room already. yay!

Around 4.00 we go out to curve.

I have my guitar class and my sister have her drums.

Ohh...i'm learning Guns n Roses' Sweet Child O Mine.

Damn, i started off with the intro last week, and it was fine.

But when i come to the solo part today...... *faints*

Shit, I really have to bug up with my guitar skills.

***

Anyway, after class went to shop alone at the flea market.

Thinking of getting something for sis.

End up i bought 3 dresses. 1 for me and 2 for both sisters.

But well, its free size i can anytime wear their's. heee!

OH! and Dad bought me cheongsam from shanghai last week.

Im kinda excited coz i've never wear cheongsam. [yeah, i know wad a shame for a chinese.]

I only used to wear samfu(i think thats how we call), the one which is 2 piece one. haha.

Well, i cant wait for Chinese New Year!

Again, im in. The cursed game.

2009-01-13T15:16:00.004+08:00

Well I'm still not sure whether transferring school was a good thing alnot.
I hung out with Revin and Povan after school.
Erh, no, we skipped EST actually. Shhhh. lol. (im tired marh...)
So they STILL have to bring up the topic why i change school. rawr!
And what they said was " aiyorrrr....why larh u come here? this school suck larh!"
What i can say was, I dont needa wake up so early and travel to BSD every morning. that suck too.
And today BM tuition..

Pn Sharifah Me Shangeetha Povan

Kalau saya cakap pengetua, sape kamu nampak, jean yi?
Huh? oh...erh...*whispered to Shangeetha* what's our pengetua name?
the teacher thought i didnt understand what she say so she repeated again.
Haha, cikgu x ingat ar nama pengetua tu.
Huh?! O.O kamu x ingat nama pegetua ke?
Hahhahaha, cikgu die dah pindah ke skola kite ar! hahahha!.
Eh?? Nape??
Sebab umah I dekat je...heh.
Ohh...
Aiyor, skola dulu mane?
SMK Bandar Sri DAmansara 2
haih..Rugi ar. Skolah kite nie...
Haha! see i told u already.
heh.....

Urgh....
Now I dunno whether to hate life or wad.....
Hmmm..but guess School will eventually get better.

Oh Oh!
Guess wad?
Eddy and Daniel came to visit me today.
Haha! OMG, i was so happy.
I misssed them so much.
Eddy took Daniel's bike and they travel from BSD to Sg Buloh.
HAHA! how cool is that huh?
And the best part is my maid thought one of them was my bf and she's like...
"eh, i didnt tell mother larh. okay? i didnt say anything. ok? hehehe."
and i replied back.
"ohhh! thats my friends larh! the old school friends. ahha!.not boyfriend. o.O"
Haha! but it was so short time, because I needa like go to tuition short while.
But it was so nice.
They gonna come back again 2mrw. yay! hahah.
Tenkiu larh Chinese and Malay. Love u guys like hell. haha!

PS: Eddy & Daniel, i aint no racist okay even i like back chinese now. HAHA!

You're all that I hope I'd find

2009-01-12T17:30:00.004+08:00

Arh, today i aint no late for school! yay. x)
Well, today is the first time I had assembly in my new school.
And it feels so weird.
Its like since forever I actually sit during assembly like each and every student.
Well, the PA system wasnt as good as my old school, honestly.
But who cares anyway?
Oh! and i realized something, that the teachers call us SMK BRP students as Putra and Puteri.
Awe, sound so pampered.
I mean, BSD2 teacher dont call us that right? they call para pelajar! or pelajar-pelajar.
It was awkward as usual during assembly.
It seems like theres a thin layer of wall between me and the girls.
They dont talk to me, and i dont talk to them. HAHA!
OMG, who said im so approachable huh? wee jian. hah!

Then went up to class.
Oh, some of the guys from other class came to my class.
And some went to 4Sc1.
Well, Povan is now in ma class.
Guess imma sit with him tomorrow, as he was sitting alone at class today too.
Well, because if i continue to sit my place, i might rust sooner or later.
Is like I had done a sin if i dont talk in class.
Even if i start the convo, it'll somehow ended and back to awkward silents. hah!
Class was fun when its Moral, cause i get to go to 4sc1.
And and and Superman a.k.a Supramani is so cute!
He sat right at the back of me, and OMG, im back to my disturbing job.
Now Shangeetha knows i love to disturb innocent guys! HAHA!
Oh! And i got to know Jeff, the chinese guy that i thought was the typical lala chinese guy hah!
He borrowed my book and know my full name, but well good to know that he know how to pronouns my name properly.
Till now, most of the people in the school only know me as Jenny.
And most of the people dont know me as Jean Yi.
And hello! i call myself Jeanny. not Jenny.
But watever. I still can accept the name. sigh.

Bio was the last 2 period, and i feel like dying.
THat time was so hot and i was dizzy.
But at least the teacher still better than ~~Rosizan~~.

So this is for today.

Titanic : )

2009-01-11T21:50:00.004+08:00

Arh, this was probably the third time i watch Titanic.
First time was the part where i only remember the "You jump, I jump" part. When I was only five if im not mistaken.
Second time, was at Rach's place where we the cousins are all watching.
And i missed the middle part and jump straight to the IMPORTANT parts and the ending, Which make me cry ~~secretly~~.
And today, i watch it AGAIN. It never bores me.
Today, I watch almost the whole thing except some part. And continue watching the part where Jack dies. OMG, it is so touching. And especially when the part Celine Dion's song plays...it make it even more EMO. haha! And theres where the part i feel so like wanna cry. LOL

haha, sorreyh, was being random and also abit too into the show. HAHA.

Anyway, today went to MCD to meet up with all my bitches.
I was so, so so late, coz well after my guitar class we went to ikea to get some stuff.
Sowie girls. SO when i reach Angie already leaving. DANG!
Hugged her and off she go. =(
We-Sheryll,Jojo,Ash,Amy,Kyvern,Me were talking and crapping and camwhore..most of the time. then later on the 2 MELS join us.
first was, Melvin then Melody. HAHA.
It was funny when i call Mel, and both answer. HAHA
Yada..yada.
We lepak at the park and then off they go everyone.
Me follow Jojo back home.
Well, probably feel like spending more time with her and let my parents get done with their work only come and fetch me home.

AS USUAL, we always crap and stupid moves and also playing with her guitar, asking my opinion. HAH!
And our conversation will just go on and on and its always like that.
there will be no awkward silents between us. hee! i like that.
well, then around 6.30 i left. It was a simple outing but though i still love me girls, sigh..

Oh oh! pictures of the day (me and jojo only, others will be at Kyvern's heh.)

The edited One. ahaha!

Second day in new Shithole

2009-01-10T00:11:00.005+08:00

Oh yeah, today was much more better than first day.

Though, im still with my indian friends.

The only thing i hate was the fact that they speak TAMIL!!!

OMG, even people like Amreth (which so english educated) speak fluent tamil too. that really freak me out.

And i'll be like " HUH?!! " so loudly that they laugh and pity me. rawr!

During recess, suddenly Hui Min(my form 5 ACE Ed. friend) came and sit beside me.

I was so happy to see her. i hugged her so tightly.

It feels like finally there's someone at least i knew much more than anyone else.

oh wells, after a while of chatting then went up to class.

Oh, yeah im taking EST and still considering whether to take chinese.

I wanna try out EST, if i really cant take it, i still can drop half way though.

Hmm...Frustrating form four life. argh!

Oh! and my Modern Math teacher ~~suck~~ weyh!.

I miss Ms. Ong so much. Im used to her already and now the teacher is so not good... boooohoo!

Add Maths was fine. the teacher is kinda good.

Tuition gonna start next week.

Monday-Piano
Tuesday-BM
Wednesday-Physic
Thursday-Addmaths
Friday-ACE Edventure(english)

I hope i'll survive. I've never take these much tuition eversince primary. *gasp*

Well till the next time people.